Someday Someway(:

2009-12-06T23:33:00.002+08:00

now i think about it, why would i consider you as my best fren..

you hardly even bother if anything happens to me these days..

yea, its true..everythings all about ur __ for now..

its alws __ this __ that..

screw it..wats the point of trying to save this friendship i wonder.

one day ur actions are totally gonna hurt me..

2009-11-27T14:29:00.003+08:00

everytime u say ure having that feeling,

that same feeling comes back to me as well..

i want a new life, a change.

something or someone that will make me feel happy again.

is it cos i feel lonely?

2009-11-15T19:16:00.002+08:00

i feel like coming back to blogger,

maybe for my own personal stuff but im nt sure i will anw..

just feeling kinda confused this past weekend..

i pray and hope the new week wont turn out so bad..

falling for you is not what i should be doing

2008-12-08T20:19:00.001+08:00

MOVED TO LIVEJOURNAL!!!

if u wanna know u have to ask me urself!

2008-12-03T17:59:00.002+08:00

im at macs now with jing .
she's studying her japanese wrk
and im sorting out my surveys for stats proj.
sians...
i shall start updating wat i did during the weekend,
woke up at ard 10am on saturday cos my dad say we were
gg for some warehouse sale at mcpherson
they had lots of discount on brands like nike,adidas,reebok and speedo stuff.
i got an arena shirt at $5 but apparently,my mum checked the receipt
and the cashier didnt scan it at all!
so its free for me!
i also got a sports bra at $15.
and a speedo swimming costume at only $5 can!
the tag was priced at $15 but it was scanned as $5!!
this means, whenever theres warehs sales, my mum shud bring me along
we're get extra discounts cos of me.
haha!!
oh ya, there anything nce frm adidas and nike.
anw,then we went for some bike festival thing,
will blog abt it another day wen i get the pictures frm my mum!

monday..
the best thing happened to me in sch that day!!
my slippers burst and thank god i got trg cos that means i have
my netball shoes with me.
called jacq and she followed me to get it frm locker.
and i was walking one side barefooted all the way to the locker!
haha!
anw,had trg and apparently only jing and i went since sh and jacq
couldnt make it.
and we're so annoyed with the weather cos it alws seems to rain wen the both of us
stay back in sch for trg!!
its been like that for so many trgs alr!!
so only had 6 ppl for trg,
we were all so hoping it'll start raining cos the sky was so dark.
since most of us were too tired to train or do sprints!
in the end we went indoor crt.
best thing is now both our netball poles are damaged!
goodness!!
so did lots of sprints.
thats when i realised my fitness was so bad cos i could hardly keep up!
aft that coach made us do the split drill with 6 pll!!
omg!!
it was total madness!!
everyone was like how the hell to do it with only 6 ppl!!
aft team drills coach allowed us to play badminton!
that was damn fun!
jing and i played doubles with our seniors and we won them!
haha!!
oh yes.
da peishi and xian wei damn funny!
cos peishi kept hitting the shuttle cock at xw!
and the rest of us keep laughing at all their actions!
trg was fun only cos of the badminton game we had tog.
jing and i shud have joined the nyp badminton competition nxt mth.
haha.

tuesday
aft sch went hm then went out with family for dinner at katong there.
nth much happened.
jus the usual stupid and funny things my family alws do that makes
me laugh at them like mad.
haha!!

anyways, im finally looking forward to gg to Bali with my family on the 17th!
away for 2 wks!!
before that hope the netball juniors can make it for supper/movie session tog
nxt friday.
cos its the last time b4 jing goes to japan,i go to bali and jacq goes for her 5day church
camp.shihui seems to be so free.
i noe jacq and shihui will have fun tog while jing and i go away.
rite jacq!?
u can enjoy all the weird theories frm shihui!
as well as her nvr ending talks abt the weather, clouds and stars!!
so ENJOY!!!!
but most importantly must miss me!!
i'll get u smth nice frm bali k!
haha!shihui and jing too!
(:

2008-11-27T21:16:00.004+08:00

im here to unwind a bit before i get back to studyin
for my macro ica tmr.

so monday had the afa test.
dun wan to tok abt it cos im pretty annpoyed with myself
even though i really studied for it.
arrg.
still had lect aft that and i was seriously boring!
so went to north canteen and waited for the girls.
did some work.
then spent my time lookin at the pictures i hav in my com.
i kinda miss all the fun time during polites with jing,jacq and shihui.
when we would walk ard the canteen in ITE, make fun of ppl, and
not forgetting our late night suppers!!
(:
so by 5pm they all came.
we listened to music while they all ate also.
then jacq wanted to play the swing so we all went to the playgrd.
had fun and laughed so much.
then came trg.
tiring as usual..
i was so tired of jumpin to defend the lobs frm feeders.
at least im taller than u jacq!!
HAHAH!!
oh yes, and we did sprints at the track too.
by then we were all so dead alr.
haha.

here are pictures taken at the playgrd!!

jacq and i(:

jing and shihui-happily taking so many pictures with my hp!!!

the crazy girl enjoying herself on the swing!
haha!!

enjoying themselves..hahah!!

managed to get both of them in the picture swinging.

hahah..

tuesday sch was alrite.
felt tired as usual.
then ended at 3pm and studied with jing while waiting for shihui.
and that jing.
she and her damn BAOS!!
gosh..
for her bday i can buy her baos and she'll be happy for sure!!
HAHAH!!
so we went down to kallang cos we had our game.
jing playing for the woman's team.
and shihui and i playing our last game in the league for the mixed team.
game was tiring.
i rem i had to sprint up and down like so many times!!
it was worst than playng for polites.
esp since i was playing GD for 1st quarter
then GA for 2nd and 3rd.
opponent was very rough.
oh yes, the other team C really run like gay can.
i was laughin the entire time,
and there was this other guy wearing flowery shorts while playing.
gosh..hilarious.
if anyone see they'll surely laugh.
anyways, we won in the end.
but oh yes, one of my senior got contact by the guy frm the other team.
so she fell on the floor and fractured her bone in the elbow joint.
the scene was so scary!!
thank god i wasnt playin in that last quarter!

wednesday..
was contemplating aft class at 2 whether to go for trg or go hm.
but decided to go trg since i didnt wanna leave jing alone.
the best thing is!!
trg got cancelled!!
ANGRY!!
wasted my damn time in sch!!
but while waiting for "trg" to start,
jing ended at 4 so we ate...
talked alot abt stupid stuff and all sorts..
oh yes!
and we talked abt IJ girls too!
haha!..
somehow IJ girls seem to hav that kind of connection..
dunno how to explain but we tend to have more fun tog.
haha.

went hm aft that and studied for access paper for today.
alrite i better get back to studying for macro.
im so dead.
i hardly started!!

2008-11-23T22:43:00.002+08:00

damn i have afa ica1 tmr.
finished studyin so i hope i do well.
i really wanna do well.
if i dun then really hopeless lah..
dunno wat to say abt myself.

had a really good talk with my mum
over dinner jus now.
abt sch stuff and all..
so now i noe.
i really think too much.
and i shudnt alws think wat ppl might think abt me.
and im too sensitive too..
gosh, nvr tot i'll be like that.
i need a change..
hope everything goes well nxt wk.
and im thinkin of supper with the juniors
on friday..
jacq!shihui!jing!!!
interested??!!

2008-11-21T14:05:00.002+08:00

im tired,
still having a very bad headache since wednesday,
im pissed..
and theres so much more..
i think my head is abt to explode soon.
i want a break..
no no.
i need a break.
talked to shihui and jing last nite.
im still thinkin wat i shud do.
actually im too tired to think.
and i wanna rest my head.
gosh..i need to go get a panadol now!

yesterdays game seriously gave me high blood pressure.
i was screaming and shouting on crt at my own team mates.
gosh..
I HAVE REALLY VERY BAD TEMPER ON CRT.
played GD for first quarter and GA for the nxt 3 quarters.
managed to come back frm behind and won in the end.
but i got damn pissed with my own C.
seriously, he shudnt play cos he's causing us to lose all the balls.
wat an idiot!

anw,having macro tutorial now..
damn sleepy!!

I hate the rain!!

2008-11-19T20:47:00.003+08:00

sch and aciers training cancelled cos of the stupid rain!
arrg!!

so i've been enduring this smth more than a wk alr.
how do u think i feel wen i talk and u jus completely ignore me.
or jus give that look then continue doing ur stuff.
seriously it pisses me off very much.
if u wanna do it this way.
FINE.
i'll do it back to u.
and u jus went ahead this afternoon
without waiting for me?
wat kinda fren jus walks off without waiting for one another.
and..
well i dun wanna say much.
i jus cant take it.

and why do we alws get into arguements.
its so funny cos ure allowed to get pissed but i cant.
sometimes the things u say really affects me.
but i jus keep quiet cos i dun wanna make a big deal out of it.
plus aft all we're gd frens.
im alws suppose to give in and take ur temper into consideration b4 i say smth.
so in other words i have to keep in wat i really wanna say.
i do appreciate the times wen u helped me alot.
ure the one i alws go to wen im having problems.
for that im really grateful.
but do u noe how much i envy u cos u can have/do anything u want.
and u get along well with ur classmates.
but u make me feel so down at times.
with ur tone..
and the things u say like clothes and all.
dun pity me cos thats not what im asking for.

2008-11-18T17:53:00.005+08:00

alrite, jus got back frm lunch break with the girls.
everyone seems to be in a bad mood cos of last nite's trg.
especially shihui and jacq!!
jing and i still quite ok..
rite jing!?
haha!!ok, but now im feeling even more tired.
tried studying stats in the bus this morning.
i think all i did was stare at the book.

so anw, trg last nite was dead tiring.
our fitness must really be bad.
did the circuit thing.
and by the 3rd one my legs were alr so wobbly.
then did passes..
and down the crt throw -ins.
oh yes.
im so freakin pissed i cant get my passes rite esp during defensive
throw in...
wth is wrong with me man.
haix..
and the fact that coach had to stand at my side,
makes me feel even more pressurized.
i really need to practise more.
its so easy and yet i cant get it right.
gosh, its really affecting me.
my confidence is really affecting wat i do on crt.
passes are seriously so hay wire.

anw, here's the pics frm our final polite game that day
had a debrief abt the game last nite aft trg.
makes me think that we really could have won it still.
but its over alr.
so jus hav to live with it and work harder now on..

enjoy the pics.lots more on facebook ppl!!

the 4 juniors!!

team cheer b4 start of game

thats my sis georgia!!

a grp picture!

the girls frm my class came to support chris and i!!

a picture with my family!

they came down to support the team as well!

me,jacq,shihui,merina,jing and diane!

finally a nice picture of us!!

the last 2 shots damn funy.

there were other shots in between and we ended with the second one.

gg crazy as usual!!

2008-11-15T01:15:00.004+08:00

alrights..

time for an update...

i've been really busy the entire week due to projects and hw..

so tuesday had lunch with the juniors..

the usual 4 of us..

actually didnt have the mood to join them but i decided to jus go.

if not they're start asking me qns.

oh yes..

jing finally had a full proper meal.

and let me say,she really is obssesed and gg crazy over baos.

haha!!

so aft lunch had effective writing ica1.

i think the paper was quite tricky.

oh wells dun wanna think abt it.

so aft sch did my marketing proj while waiting for shihui.

then we headed to kalang netball to support jing in the womens team for aciers.

it was the start of the yr end league.

met qian and jacq there.

aciers won the match.

yes i rem the entire time jacq kept sayin she very angry with me cos we keep

annoying each other.haha!!

then went to kfc to eat.

wow!

we really made chaos in there.

laugh so much till i got stomach pain also.

i kept laughin at jing's funny actions.

and jacq and i again tot of the same thing abt the pepsi was sweet that day.

we have good chemistry!!!

rite jacq!!HAHAH!!
we remembered abt wat shihui said last time..(inside joke)
jus that and we laughed so loud.

i think everyone was annoyed with the noise we made.

haha!!

and qian even fell off the chair!!

hilarious man!!

here's a few of jing's retarded face!!

so wednesday didnt go to sch.

took mc to spend my time doing work instead.

heard the sw day was a waste of time.

lucky i didnt go.

did access proj which was due on thurs.

thurs managed to complete the proj with atiqah and christina.

thank god its finally over..

ended class at 6pm and then had to hurry down to kallang with shihui, qian and jing.

it was shihui's and i first match for the mixed team.

so warmed up..

then i got pissed off cos the guys in the team dun even noe stepping.

gosh.

jacq suddenly appeared although she said she wont be coming

cos that girl wanted to watch her shows..

but she came down anw,at least smth to make me happy.

since i was alr so pissed playin in the team.

the game was like shit.

i kena bang on the head twice!

very soon i'll get a concussion!

maybe the nxt game!!

then the opponent's C jus bang into me and i went flying onto the ground!

best thing is umpire didnt blow for anything!!

wth!!

though we played better for 3rd and 4th quarter, it wasnt enuf to win the game.

so we lost.

angry man..

very annoyed!!and pissed off to the max!

but nvm..

jacq bought for me gummies though i wanted chocolates!!

haha!!

THANX JACQ!!

then went hm and rushed to finish up the last qn of marketing proj.

slept at ard 2 plus..

oh yes..

i had problem tryin to print screen a page for my appendix.

so i asked my "good" fren jacq to help me..

so sent her the links..

then waited for like more than 30mins.

and she didnt get back to me online.

realised she was set to away!!

then it occured to me that PIG must have fallen aslp!

woah!!damn good man!!

make me wait like a fool!!

tsk tsk..

so printed out everything and went to slp.

unfortunately, i had a terrible headache at ard 6plus in the morning.

so i got up to take panadol.

the pain was horrible..

can cry man.

i concluded it was cos of the bang i had on my head frm the game that nite!

so got up at 8am.

only had 2pm-4pm lesson for the day.

but had to hand in my proj by 12pm.

so went earlier..

i was so tired in class..

macro tut was like shit as usual..

tutor was freakin me out today cos he kept calling me..

dinner at grandmother's hs then went back hm

now its time to get my beauty slp!

2008-11-10T11:18:00.003+08:00

im in sch now having effec writing..
its so boring.
tutor checking our review modules now..
so friday went with shihui to temasek to meet jacq and help her coach
the netballers..
wasnt feeling alrite cos of the really bad sore throat.
felt even more sick aft that and the bad thing was..
i looked at my watch and the TP match was in 2hrs time..
tried so hard to take my mind off it.

anw, our game on friday against TP was..
well quite disappointing..
score was 42-37 in the end.
but we came frm behind to draw level and even led them at the end of the 3rd quarter.
sadly, we jus couldnt finish the game well..
so we got 2nd for polites in the end.
a good achievement for me since its my first medal for nyp netball.
so i shud be happy abt it.
thx to my family fo coming down to support..
and take pics as well!
haha!!
and also to our other supporters.
its been great having been given the chance to play with the seniors and the rest.
i really enjoyed myself.
nxt is IVP..
time to train even harder esp since we got a really tough grp..
NTU,TP and SIM.
gosh..
TP again..
still waiting for my mum to upload the 300 over pics taken on that day.
so i'll post it up wen i get them.

aft the match wen to have supper with jacq and shihui,
ate porridge again this time jacq also since our throat wasnt feeling alrite.
oh yes..
we were so hilarious wen we saw a cockroach under out table..
hahah!!
i wanted to throw ice at it.
but before i could do it.
it came crawling towards me so i quickly stood up and got away.
so sent jacq hm AGAIN!!!
(joking lah!i think my parents loves to send u hm!!HAHAH!!)

for now..
im tired..
got 1 week off frm netball now.
but yr end league starts this wk.
im so pissed that i have to play in the mixed team.
everyone knows i have problems playing with guys cos they like
to anyhow throw..
sickening..
shihui and i stuck in the mixed team while jing gets to enjoy herself in the woman's team.
damn it!
my first match this thurs.
so not looking forward to it at all.
in fact i so regret signing up for it.
im so exhausted frm netball.
i wan more breaks PLS!!!!

2008-11-06T18:49:00.003+08:00

so i've been thinkin alot the past few days.
everything just doesnt seem to go right for me.
im not even asking that much.
somehow im still not happy abt how the incident is being solved.
in fact all its done is make me feel so demoralised abt being a leader and
being in the class.
i've nvr felt so low b4.
i feel so lousy in class.
they all think like as though its my fault
but do they even know how i feel??
how much i've been enduring since last sem?
its like all im supposed to do is jus keep quiet and give in.

and then i also have to act like im perfectly fine on the outside wen obviously im
not..
how do you expect me to jus completely forget abt it.
thats why i have to act like im ok..
and also now i think i shud jus shut my mouth and not say anything cos
i dun wan to annoy u all abt this problem and other stuff as well.
i dun wan ppl to pity me.
but then again..
i really dunno wat to do..
cos whenever i talk abt it,
i alws see this face that goes..
"here she goes again"
so fine i might as well shut the hell up.
im sry if i've been so moody this entire wk.
its not that i want to.
i jus hope u all understand..

i certainly hate poly life.
and maybe only look forward to netball in sch.
but then im getting so sian and drained out frm it alr.
gosh.
how am i to take all this.
and last nite's trg was like stress out session cos i hav to
rem wat to do for tmr's big game!

how i wish i could jus get away frm everything.
i rem last friday while having supper with jacq..
i told her that very soon i'll have to deal with another problem..
and here i am dealing with so many things again..
they keep piling up every wk.
and yest i was reminded of retaking my module.
yes i know it sucks..
i've got enuf of shit abt it alr.
haix..

when is everything gonna end..

2008-11-06T14:46:00.000+08:00

damn it..
im freaking pissed off rite now!
i jus typed a long post and jsu when i published it!
the entire post went off!
now i have to re-type again!
STUPID BLOGGER!!

2008-11-04T09:29:00.003+08:00

yesterday..
i have no comments.
everything didnt seem to go right for me.
spent my entire day in a freaking bad mood.
the rest obviously do not understand.
wanna come add in when they dun even noe wats happening.
tsk.all followers as usual.

game at nite with SP.
played for 3 quarters.
we won!
yay!!score was 69-20smt
so the game against TP this coming friday would determine whether
we're champs or not.
im hoping we win the game.
GO NANYANG!!
ok one funny thing happened during the game.
i ran to intercept the ball.
went too fast and out of control till i flew into the official table.
haha!
and i feel so bad cos i band the table and the girl's muffin fell onto the floor!!
HAHAH!!
that was so funny!
JACQ!!
stop laughing at me k!!

so went hm.
had to hurry do work..
slept at 1am.
and now alr in sch.
im tired and frustrated with everything..

oh btw,
i have great friends frm netball.
esp the juniors,thx so much for the care and concern!
love ya guys!
and also to pat for helping me.
(:

2008-11-02T01:02:00.002+08:00

so got home a few hrs ago frm the airport.
had dinner at popeyes with jacq.
had a great meal.
the day would have been better if dun have to keep thinking abt all this
shit im in.
im tired but i cant slp.
if im the leader then why the hell are u telling me what to do!?
did u even have any say abt my idea??
NO!
everything has to be done ur way rite?
u think jus cos im quiet in class, u hav the rite to threaten me?
fuck u man!
go on and argue with me in class.
i'll be ready.
i noe i will.
im not gonna be scared.
i've decided alr.
enough with all this shit.
im gg to say it all out to the class on mon.
i hope everything comes out frm my mouth and not get stuck.
u think u can jus anyhow tell me wat to do??
u wanna change grp by all means GO AWAY!
not like i wanna work with u!
go choose ur own damn grp then.
full of shit man!
jus cos u're frm the army dun think u so big shot can order me ard.
im trying to be strong.
but its to the extreme alr.
i've been keeping this in me since last sem.
its time i stand up and say everything out.
thats wat i plan to do on monday...

2008-11-01T17:34:00.004+08:00

So im now at airport doing my homework with jacq and her fren.
at least i managed to get some work done.

anyways,match with Rp last night was..
OH MY GOSH!!!
it was so tense.
sitting out for the first 3 quarters was so painful.
and like to see our players not playing as well as i know they are.
we were either behind or it was a draw for the first 3 quarters.
then coach put me in for the last quarter.
the score was tied at 17-17 at the end of the 3rd quarter.
aft the team cheer.
we all went on crt so eager to win the game.
i was so nervous and really wanted the team to win.
and thank god we did!
31-22 was the score in the end.
we eventually managed to pull away with great shots frm out shooters.
it was a mad rush..
im happy i managed to tip away some balls for the team.
everyone did well in the end.
coach was saying she was having a heart attack jus by watching us.
haha!!
nxt game against SP on monday..
im looking forward to it.
(:

so aft the game went to eat with jacq.
first went to simpang.
then i said i feel so intimidated by so many ppl so
we decided to go to bedok nrth to eat.
oh yes.
I LOVE BUS CONCESSIONS!!
haha!!
so i ate porridge due to my cramps.
that jacq ate bar chor mee,otah & chicken wings..
alot..
PIG!!
haha!!
if i wasnt havent cramps i would have eaten anything i want!
so then ate, talked alot..
laughed abt stupid stuff.
told her some stuff abt smth happening in sch.
im not gonna mention here.
so aft eaing walked to the bus stop and got hm..
(:

2008-10-30T23:28:00.004+08:00

i shall update on wat happened yest..

had lots of fun with jacq yest.

but she serioulsy needs to be patient and stop screaming and shouting at her girls.

at times i have to pity them lah.

i so understand how it feels like to get shouted by none other than coach jacq.

haha!!! a bit only can kena like hell frm that girl!
HAHA!!

oh and we got to play tog on crt for a while.

i wanted to play eventhough i had the ITE match later on..

so the both of us played as shooters. and that girl ah..

walao trying to kill me with her WAY OVER THE TOP passes can!!

tsk tsk!

but it was fun anyway.

then met sh to get food

as usual we couldnt decide wat to eat.

but it was the first time jac and i dunno wat to eat.

normally its alws her!!

haha!

so then headed to ite..

speaking of which...

to sh & jacq : wanna say thx to the both of u for not telling me that we're gonna cab

down to ite and not take bus..talk behind my back ah!!tsk tsk!!haha!!

so game was alrite..

oh ya..

we had to wear our netball skirt with the white trg tee

and i was complaining the entire time.

and the most suay thing happened to me b4 the game

during warm up..

couldn believe of all time it had to be then.

annoying..

anyway,

we won 63-17!!

yay!!

i really hope we continue to do well for our remaining matches

i played for 3 quarters..

kinda ok lah.

except the part shimin and i knocked into each other wen gg for the ball.

then we both went sliding on the crt.

i landed on my left side

so now shoulder seems so stiff and my thigh there got a bit blue black.

wonderful!!

here's the pics taken during the NP match first.

still waiting to the get the ones frm the ITE match.

stupid sharing folder smth wrong!!

team talk b4 NP match

GO NYP!!

grp shot aft the game!!

Morning Sickness

2008-10-28T11:21:00.005+08:00

damn,im feeling so sick rite now..
my head feels heavy.
terrible headache..
my stomach feels so bloated somehow.
i need to burp!
someone get me a can of coke PLS!!!
i feel so uncomforatble.
its like stuck there.
ok, im not trying to be sick..
im jus not feeling alrite..
long bus journeys makes it all even worst can..
jus now, there was this stupid fat guy sitting behind me and
he kept kicking the chair.
i turn ard so many times and alomost wanted to tell him off.
walao!
damn annoying!
and woah!!
so angry,that wen he allighted the samn stop as me,i purposely
went first to block him frm gg.
wat an idiot can!!
spoil my morning!

btw,thx jing for changing my blogskin again!
i'll go get u choc!!!
haha!!
and i dun care!
im not fussy..
jus cant make up my mind!
haha..

2008-10-26T19:30:00.002+08:00

yay!!
finally a new blogskin!!
all thx to jing!!
after losing all my links and tagboard.
it seems alrite now..

i shall start updating now..
Polite game against NP on Friday!
and...
we won!!
57-16!!
pat must be so happy that i help her to thrash NP since her
football team got thrashed by them during her polite game.
so anyways, i played WD for the whole game.
wow,i jus realised that game was my polite debut for the nyp.
aft coach announced the 7 who would be playing and my name was mentioned,
i was so scared and nervous.
but im glad i managed to play well somehow.
although well,there was once i was abt to intercept the ball,
and the opponent jus hit my nose can!!
it was so painful!
had difficulty breathing aft that!
best thing was the umpire blew me for contact!
wat rubbish lah!!
and thats not all!
the nxt quarter i got hit in the head by another player also!
i think her elbow hit me!
walao!!
i swear i tot i was gonna get a concussion by the end of the game!!
but thank god i didnt!
oh ya, im glad su's knee is fine now.
that was scary can..
as for now,im looking forward to the nxt game on wed!

aft the game,
got a call frm my mum asking whether jacq and i wanna go watch
hsm3 at midnite!
and we did!!
went to east point first with shihui.
they ate waffles while i had a drink..
then jacq and i made our way to kallang leisure park to meet my family.
the theatre was quite empty..
we actually had space to stretch out our legs and eveything.
movie was fun..
esp since with jacq ard!
i was laughing at the stuff she say abt troy and gabriella alws hugging..
JACQ!!
u shud know wat i mean!
haha!
dunno how i managed to keep my eyes open the entire time!
was so tired then!
so aft that sent jacq hm..
then finally went hm to get my beauty sleep!!

new blogskin

2008-10-26T15:25:00.003+08:00

HELLO KESH! hahaha
FINALLY IT'S DONE (:
so sorry okkays. but i have helped you put back some links and tagboard.
hopefully you like this new blogskin.
anything can either ask me again.
or u scare that if another disaster happens again!
hahaha!
you go ask shihui or someone t help you luhh.
hahaha!

2008-10-26T10:19:00.003+08:00

i have an announcement to make!!!
my blog is gg under renovation now.
and thx to JING!!!!
she lost all my links and my tagboard!!
thx ah girl!!!

so aft everything's done!
then i'll blog abt nyp's match against np and hsm3 with jacq and my family.

jing!!
hurry up can!!
and dun say im fussy!!
im not!!

2008-10-24T10:45:00.003+08:00

This is gonna be my 200 post!
wow!!
i dun think i spend so much time blogging
though my mum insists i do.

anw,the day is finally here.
its Nyp's Netball first Pol-ite game against NP later.
woke up today and didnt feel well at all..
still having stomach pain and headache at the same time.
all thx to staying up to do my afa tut.
i really hope i get to play.
but im nervous at the same time.
just thinking abt it freaks me out.
oh wells..
im sure we'll do well for the game later.
(:

anw,supposed to be having afa tut noe but tutor has smth impt to handle.
wth lah.
i could hav gotten more of my beauty slp can!!
now she says..
"in the event that i cant make it,we will hav a make-up class nxt wk"
i dun wan!!!
ok,im really hungry rite now!!
i wanna go eat!!

2008-10-22T16:41:00.004+08:00

alrite havent blogged abt wats been happening..
so had trg on monday.
coach didnt come!
YAY!
haha!but we still had to stay on and sorted our tactics and so on..
then ya..
i was jus so tired during trg and didnt hav the mood to even do passes.
oh ya..
nvr ever do passes with jing.
she's out there to kill ppl!!
IM SERIOUS!!
hahah!!

so tues went back to KC with jacq to pass them some stuff.
saw some of the juniors.
apparently they were having their english o level paper.
then aft that jacq and i decided to go pp.
did a bit of tutorials..
and so on..
oh ya..
that girl very annoying!!
cannot make up her mind where to go.
first coffee bean then mos burger.
so annoying!!
thx ah jacq!!
haha!!

now im in sch waiting for trg to start at 6.30pm..
i feel so tired..
oh yes..
i was so pissed this morning!
alr rushing to sch cos overslept and yet i couldnt find my netball trg shirt!
so sickening i dun understand how it could jus go missing like that!
so in the end i hav no choice but to use a black shitr for trg.
wonderful!
then alr so pissed!!
the freaking bus took so long to come!
so i only reached sch at 9am.

anw,i havent really been enjoying sch the past wk.
im alws feeling so upset.
and though its only the 2nd wk
im alr hating sch..
jus feel so right behind.
esp during tutorials.
wen i get called to ans a qn.
im alws wrong..
anw.theres more to it.
but im not gonna mention it.
jus hope everything gets better.

2008-10-21T11:50:00.002+08:00

Alrite im having lunch now with the girla at north canteen.
WHERE ARE U JING!!!
we're waiting for u!!
HURRY UP!
im hungry!!

ok,she's finally here.
i'll blog abt las nite's trg later aft lunch.

2008-10-18T12:41:00.002+08:00

class ended at 3.30pm yest for me.
i so cannot stand my macro tutor.
omg lah!
cant believe he actually uses a mic to talk to us.
and i seriously couldnt get wat he was saying.
cos it was so distorted.
and not to mention its spoiling my ears can!!

so aft class met shihui at nrt canteen our usual place.
at our usual table.
haha.
ate, talked listened to music,played games online.
and i slept a bit i think..
cant rem.
haha!
waited to that jacq for so long..
then went to get ready for netball game.

im really really tired frm playing alr.
5 quarters last nite AGAIN!!
coach is killing me lah!
and everyone gets to rest but im the only one stuck on crt!
arrg!
and and!
someone frm llabten even made me fall on my back!
the ball was clearly in front of me and frm wat i know,
she kicked my leg and thats wen i fell.
woah!
the best thing is they can still continue play!
WTH MAN!
i alr got back prob and now like that.
irritating.
and i seriously hate it that coach and almost the rest of the team tot
that i was the one who trip over the girl and caused my own fall.
wth lah.
everything also me.
im getting really pissed alr.

so we lost the game.
dunno lah..
i know everyone was really tired.
and althoug we keep saying mind over body,
its really difficult.
look at how tired i was last nite.
my entire body is aching frm the game
had ice bath afterwards.
then went off with sh,jacq and jing.
so happy to get hm but found out abt smth which really spoilt my mood.
why must it be like that.
im trying s hard to forget abt it and yet it keeps coming back.
i dun enjoy sch.
and only look forward to netball.
haix.

anw, i jus wanna thank the 3 girls for alws encouraging me on crt.
Jing,jacq and sh!!
u guys are so nice!!
very good ah!
all u guys can do is sit at the sideline while i die on crt!
HAHA!

Tired..

2008-10-17T11:34:00.002+08:00

sch has been alrite..
kinda boring at times.
a least got to meet jacq in between lessons.
walao!
that girl ah!
everytime call me like wanna come fight me like that.
here's wat she says..
"EH!WHERE ARE YOU AH!!??"
literally shouting at me over the phone lah!
hahaa!
crazy girl lah!
oh oh!
and on tues even gave me 2missed calls and 3sms wen i was in lect.
she actually waited for me eventhough she finished like an hr earlier than me.
so yup,took bus with me hm.
so sweet ah jacq!!
haha!

had game against zenith last nite.
did half crt and defensive throw in's b4 that.
wth lah!
i was so pissed with coach!
she is so contradicting herself,
and keep picking on me also.
quite a few could see i was damn pissed lah.
one minute tell me to do this..
then wen i do it.
she say i shouldnt do that.
wat in the world does she wan lah.
damn angry.
and to add on..
i had to play for the whole 4quarters.
damn tired lah!
its been a long time since i played all 4 quarters in a game as GD.
didnt play WD last nite cos not enough defenders.
we lost in the end though..
sad..
im so tired.
how am i gonna survive tonight's game against llabten.
good luck to me lah.

now im waiting for my next class to start at 1pm.
im so bored now in the nrth canteen.
rest of my class havin their POA lect.
i ended my afa tutorial so early.
i wanna sleep!!!

Lunch with the crazy ppl!

2008-10-14T18:29:00.002+08:00

started sch at 1010am today.
and im actually super early.
reached sch at like 9.30am.
first time im so early.
met jacq a while b4 gg for class..
she got upset over smth.
stats tutorial was rather quiet and boring.
and i cant stand the notes handout!
its so sian to read it.
and making me go crazy with all the arrows pointing to everywhere.
horrible!
was so excited wen it was lunch time.

had lunch at north canteen with jing,shihui and jacq.
cos we happen to hav the same lunch time on tues.
so we decided to meet up every tues.
haha.
was so funny.
cos we saw somebody..
then ate..
talked alot..
the usual stuff..
then went to meet the seniors o get out jersey.
mine looks small for a large lah
anw,effective writing was another boring lesson.
i was really falling asleep..
but couldnt cos i was siting like where the tutor was standing.
theres alr hw to be done.
im so lazy to start on it.
haix.
im tired!!

2008-10-14T17:35:00.002+08:00

im getting so lazy to blog these days.
i still haven blogged abt F1!!!
OMG lah!!
u too jacq!!
omg!jus wen i typed ur name u came online!!
like u say.
telepathy!!
so funny lah!!
nvm,i'll blog abt f1 another day..
hehe.

so last sunday went cycling at ecp with jacq!
cycled for about 2hrs and our butt was so pain lah.
but really had lots of fun with her.
stopped for a while to eat pringles.
then went to return our bikes..
and yes we all know who we bumped into!
haha!
then walked to the food centre to hav our dinner.
and i felt so bad that i had to rush her during dinner cos had to be hm
by 8.30!
haix..
and i damn suay lah.
i jus rubbed my eye and nxt min i know.
my contact lens moved up my eye and got lost.
had so much difficulty trying to shift it back.
thanx to jac i managed to get it out.
and i started scolding the lens aft that!
HAHA!!

back to sch on monday then.
omg!
was late for lecture at 8am!
half an hr late!
decided to go for it anw.
so met jac at 12 plus.
and we were sitting at the north canteen frm 1 till 6.
cos of the stupid connection we couldnt connect to the internet at all!
so ended up playing solitaire and listening to music on our laptop.
shihui joined us at ard 3pm.
then we ate tog.
and continued gg even more crazy by playing our music on loudspeaker and
even singing along to the songs.
it was so hilarious!
i kept playing pussy cat dolls new song "watcha think abt that"
and got so addicted to the song.
and aft some time we even played like old school songs
such as westlife and A1 and even blue!
haha!
JING!!
ONE LOVE !!!!
yes jing met us at ard 5 and said we've gone crazy.
haha!
even daphne came to join us at the table but she ended up playing
sonic rivals on my psp with shihui.
they looked like they were really enjoin themselves playing while listening to
us singing!!haha
so left at 6 to get ready for trg,
i think coach really pms yest.
even i got scolded by her for tipping the ball away and not catching it instead.
tsk.
i think last nite's trg was the first time we could play full crt with everyone in the team.
haha.
polites in 10days time.
and the names are still not announced.
wonderful.
in the meantime..
my back is aching as usual..
arrg.

2008-10-09T15:27:00.002+08:00

polites in 2 wks time.
selections this wk.
all the trgs has taken its toll on me.
im really dead tired alr.

esp helpin out with the hs wrk at hm
and everything i hav to do.
then like thats not enuf,
i've got other stuff to think abt.
sch starting,
stupid module.

not playing for the team as well as i noe i can.
confidence level also very low.
why do i alws get so nervous on crt??
talk abt encouragements.
there's hardly anyone doing that on crt.
ok,im damn angry,pissed and sad alr.
i've got no mood ever since last nite.

i dun care anymore..
WILL YOU PPL STOP ASKING ME WHETHER I CAN GO OUT!!!??
IM GG THRU ALOT AT HM RIGHT NOW.
WHICH YOU GUYS OBVIOUSLY DUN UNDERSTAND.
YES I KNOW I HAV TO REPEAT A MODULE.
FINE,I ANNOUNCED IT ON MY BLOG.
AND COS OF THAT IM HAVING A LOT OF SHIT AT HM.
SO THX ALOT FOR MAKING THINGS WORST FOR ME.
GO AHEAD AND SAY IM SENSITIVE IF YOU WANT.
I DUN CARE.
COS IM IN NO MOOD TO GO OUT!!
HAPPY!?

2008-10-09T12:31:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was a really funny day with Jacq b4 trg started,
had so much fun with her.
laughing the entire time.
and although we've only known each other since May this yr.
she claims we hav telepathy cos we seem to think of things at the same time.
HAHA!!
oh wells,im alrite cos she cheers me up most of the time.

so had game last nite.
against zenith but it was a mixed team with guys this time rd.
played WD AGAIN!
wat has gotten into coach these days ah!?!?
1st quarter was like shit as alws.
i nvr noe wat to do as a WD.
2nd quarter was alrite.
more 3 feet and followin the player according to coach.
it seems like thats the only thing i can do as a WD.
then didnt play for 3rd and 4th quarter.
wonder why also..
helped to take score and also help daphne with the umpiring a bit.
she too stress jus to umpire the game.
haha!
ice bath aft that.
it was alrite.
then the clearing up and everything.
no comments abt that.
went to check the time and it was 10.20 alr.
thats normally the time im on my way to the bus station alr.
soo late lah.
tot i was so gonna be screwed by parents.
but dunno wat got into them last nite.
my dad even offered to cook instant noodles for me.
i was so totally shocked lah.

the day ended on a bad note though.
some ppl jus dun understand.
but i was quite alrite wen jacq got for me a can of coke light!!
hahah!
thx so much.
she's so sweet lah!
hopefully friday will be better.

2008-10-04T01:47:00.004+08:00

To NYP Netball TEAM mates:

im really very sorry for shouting at you all esp the seniors on crt.
cant believe my frustration jus took over me.
really dun mean it.

2008-10-04T01:15:00.002+08:00

ok,i'll blog abt F1 maybe tmr or smth.
cos now hav smth impt to blog abt.

so met jacq at parkway for lunch at 3pm today.
we ate bar chor mee at he food crt.
standard drop lah!!
tsk tsk!!
then wen to giant to buy biscuits.
laughin the entire time we were there.
oh ya!
i wanted to go find out whether the bath thing our seniors bought was correct.
so jac and i decided to open one.
then we obviously didnt noe how to fold it back to normal.
so we jus chuck it at one corner and ran away!!
HAHA!!
was so hilarious lah!!
we nvr fail to do ridiculous stuff wen we're out tog!!
laugh at stupid things also!!
so then made our way to NYP
for our friendly against llabten.

it rained like on and off.
but we finally managed to play outdoor.
so ok,was warming up and everything..
did sprints earlier.
was doing half crt.
thats wen coach said i would be playing WD.
and i was lik "WHAT!?"
cos i hav nvr ever played that positionn b4.
i sucked lah in the first quarter.
felt so lost,kept clashing and gg to the other side of the crt which was not my area.
in all i jus felt so pissed off cos i didnt noe wat in the world i was doing.
so obviously i didnt hav any confidence and passes went haywire.
then got so frustrated cos i couldnt seem to pass to anyone who's open
so i started yelling at my teammates on crt.
i dunno wat came over me.
now feeling so bad for it as im only a junior.
rest are all seniors.
haix

second quarter was much better i guess.
but still felt lost.
jus felt i wasnt helpin the team at all.
to audrey:
dun worry im not offended i think.
now i cant even rem wat u said to me..
was it the shut up thing or was it smth on crt?

so didnt play for 3rd quarter and jacq did a much better job as WD.
then went on as GD for the last game.
quite alrite i think,
still could hav played so much better.
jus didnt noe wat was wrong with me today.
i need someone to guide me.

so had ice bath aft that.
wasnt as cold as monday.
but jing was still so scared.
tsk!
then thx to shuyi and dapeishi
we got wet cos they decided to splash water on us.
aft that started clearin everything up
got a call that my parents had the car and they're waiting for me in sch.
gave audrey and jacq a lift STRAIGHT to their hm k!!
laughed alot in the car.
walao!!
i only got hm at like wat??
12.30pm or so??
tsk they reach hm so early while i go back so late!!

2008-10-02T14:47:00.006+08:00

26th September 2008
F1 Day 1!!
Finally the day i've been waiting for.
left the hs at ard 2plus cos we all had to go for my sis east zone colours
award at Pasir Ris Crest Sec.
i think i took a lot of food during the reception.
hehe!!!
then aft that my dad came to fetch us and
made our way to Marina Bay floating platform!
thats where we were seated at.
for the F1 practise sessions 1 & 2
it was so amazing to hear the sound of the engines frm the cars.
and where i was seated was normally where the cars would
sometimes overshot the turn.
Mark Webber crashed his car rite below where my family and i was seated.
straight away everyone stood up and ran towards the barricade to try and look down.
could even smell the smoke frm the engine!!
cool rite!?
lots of pictures were taken.
400 plus on day 1 !!
im a Ferarri fan so most of the pics are of the ferarri cars k!!
after practise session 1,
we went to macs for some ice cream.
then decided to walkabout during session 2.
ended up standing where the track was a straight line
so the drivers would be gg at 2ooplus km/hr
my ears was ringing like crazy.
so had to wear ear plugs for that.
really it was so loud.
but i still loved it.
haha!!
Alonso had the fastest timing for the session.
hoping Massa would do well for qualifying rd the nxt day.
after that went for supper at ard 12 or 1 plus with my grandmother aft her work.
we ate at some coffeshop ard upp east coast.
then went hm.

here's the pics

thats where we had to enter frm.

the ferarri flag!

me and my two sisters

Kovalainen on his pratise lap

thats Kimi Raikonen!!

another flag!

Fernando Alonso!

one of the Williams drivers

thats Mark Webber's car aft he crashed

yellow flag out!

having fun!

goe gg crazy!

my brother and i

the car being towed onto the lorry.

thats Lewis Hamilton!

Felippe Massa!

i love this picture!taken by my dad!

another shot of Kimi!!

my dad and the rest of us doing stupid actions!

going crazy while my brother stands there covering his ears cos he was scared of the sound!

2008-09-30T12:46:00.002+08:00

My weekend was so busy!!!
F1 for 3 days in a row!!!
it was amazing!!
i noe everyone's askin me to upload the pics.
uploaded alr lah!
but in another com.
we hav like 1000 over pics
OMG LAH!!
but some will hav to be deleted cos blur.

dun worry ppl!!!
i will post abt F1 soon!
so jus hold on!!

2008-09-26T00:33:00.003+08:00

alrite so had nyp trg jus now.
was quite bad for me.
pulled my muscle during warm up.
the quads there(however you spell it!)
then did the defensive throw-ins and it kinda became worst
had team talk..
i dun think i have speed.(according to coach)
in fact i feel like im so slow somehow.
so did half crt.
thats wen i really pushed myself to play even wen the pain was killing me.
as usual,didnt play well.
my performance for the past few wks has been so shit lah!
my passes all so horrible.
so aft that center pass where i ran out to try intercept the ball,
i jus couldnt take it anymore and told coach i couldnt continue.
i was alr hopping on crt and was hardly running.
so i missed the sprints at the end of half crt too.
i really need to get rid of all my injuries.
come nxt wk wen some players get back,
i dun even noe whether i'll still play.
so im hoping my body dun let me down!!

aft trg,time to rush to the station again.
haha!but of course we all went to cheers to get smth to eat.
all of us had a bun each.
ok i seriously didnt understand wat the lady at the counter was saying in chinese.
i was the one holding the tray with the buns.
went to the counter and the lady started tokin to me in chinese.
and thats wen i told the rest,
"ok,u guys do the tokin and translation"
haha!!
was funny.
aft that,all went hm by bus.

Tuesday
it was my grandfather's birthday so we all went to Long Beach Seafood centre
at east coast for dinner!
YUMMY!
had chilli crab and cereal prawns and other stuff.
so sad i didnt get to eat black pepper crab!
*SOB SOB!*
food was great though!
but the service was like.
woah!
the lady kept changing our plates even though we were like not done.
pictures with my mum so i'll post it another day!

F1 here i come!!!

2008-09-24T14:42:00.001+08:00

OMG!!!!!
i got my landyards for the race this weekend!!
super excited!!
HEHE!!

2008-09-22T22:08:00.002+08:00

Alrite,im finally back to using my laptop!
cos of bad results..
paper was horrible today.
dun even wanna think abt it.
today went to pp with grace for lunch and to check why
the hell my new hp is giving me problems alr!
all nokia could say was.
they'll upgrade the software!
they are so useless lah!
shud hav gone to singel and exchange for a new one since its only less than a wk.
went back hm and fell asleep while playing psp.
slept all the way till 7.45pm.
then i realised that i couldnt go collect my hp cos they close at 8.
damn!

Wednesday
had friendly against rp at kallang with aciers.
game was alrite.
quite fast paced.
i could hav played better but my legs just didn't wanna move.
hate the feeling that my body's all aching and i cant play well.

Thursday
was supposed to meet jacq and audrey for lunch.
but i had to back out cos my mum needed me hm to look aft siblings.
haix..
my plans keep changin this whole wk.
so stayed hm..
and sadly didnt get to try jacq's potato salad.
wonder whether its nice.
haha!!
studied a bit before getting ready to go for trg.
i was still aching frm tues trg and wed's friendly game and so i wasnt playin well.
did the usual sprints..
im glad i managed to complete the 2 rds around the track.
but my back started aching aft that..
sometimes i think i push myself too much.
then again sometimes i noe i can do better yet i suck like hell.
so did half crt.
as usual i dunno wats wrong with me.
couldn really intercept the balls and defend well.
so aft that rushed bach hm and managed to get hm by 11.30
although the freakin bus seemed slower for that day.

Saturday
got up at 7.30am
dad sent me to kallang for some league thing.
im happy playing for aciers.
the sun that day was scorching hot i tell you.
nobody wants to play under that kind of sun.
it was horrible.
didnt really play well again.
but we got first.
but actually it was like against adults.
and the last game wen i played GD.
i think i almost died on crt.
it was so hot.
the opponent was really running all over crt.
so after the game.
we all quickly went to the shade.
and i realised i became darker.
also got a tanned cos of my ankle guard and shorts.
i cant stand the line..
so wen to bath before heading off to kallang leisure park
with jing and sh..
jacq didnt join us in the end.
was supposed to eat subway with shihui.
but jing and i ended up eating at koufu.
i love eating sambal sotong with rice!
hehe.
jing had her hor fun while shihui bought subway.
aft lunch,we went to the arcade cos jing wanted to fininsh her last 2 tokens.
omg lah!!
that girl was playin time crisis.
and she was so noisy.
got alot of sound effects coming frm her.
wanted to take a picture but hp batt was low.
nvm!!
another time i'll capture the moment!!
watch out jing!!!
HAHA!!
so aft that went to subway where jing taught me my accounts.
thanx jing jing!!
i was so tired i dunno how i managed to stay up and study.
then went hm aft that..

2008-09-17T11:37:00.004+08:00

14 september(sunday)

woke up at 9 to get ready for my youngest sis first holy communion.

i dunno how i managed to get thru the day cos i was so tired frm the previous day

of netball and airport with the netballers.

so went to church..

sat nxt to my grandmother who came chatting non-stop to me.

i think thats why i didnt fall asleep during mass.

HAHA!!

parents was happily taking so many pics..

with our new canon camera..(:

so after mass,went to this dim sum restaurant called Royal China

at Raffles Hotel.

our reservation was at 2pm but we arrived at ard 1plus.

so had to wait..

i was starving lah!

my dad too!

finally the food came.

i was so busy enjoying myself..

hehe!

oh oh!!and we got to try mooncake..

quite alrite lah.

except for the black sesame one.

OMG!!

it was super disgusting.

i got tricked by my sis that it ws nice wen actually she was lying to me!

tsk.

so aft that,send my grandmother off to work and my sis's godmother
back hm.

then we went hm to rest for a while b4 heading off to my other grandmother's hs for.....

STEAMBOAT!!

yummy!!

i seriously ate alot for that day!

i noe some ppl very jealous alr!

HAHA

my grandmother's chili is as usual very spicy.

she's trying to kill us lah!

and since i was siting directly in front of the pot,i was happily serving myself.

haha!!

okok!i did help to serve the rest also lah!

haha.

dinner was so yummy!

then i kena do the dishes!tsk!!

while my siblings all went to play lantern..

im too old for that alr lah!

haha!!

had so much fun that day!!

((:

here are the pictures!

thats my sis geo getting her first holy communion.

family photo

YAY!!mass is over!!haha!my brother so cute lah!haha

my siblings and i at Raffles Hotel!

Royal China @ Raffles Hotel

waiting for our table to be ready.

my dad's expression says it all....

WE'RE HUNGRY!!!!

me,geo,carissa

my brother Rainer and my dad

my parents(:

SIM netball fever/Popeyes@Airport

2008-09-16T11:35:00.003+08:00

FINALLY!!!
the long awaited pictures!!!
here's a few of the 110 pics taken frm that day!

listening to music and playing psp b4 the games..

thats jing listening to my ipod and being retarded!

lots of grp pictures tog..

"team meeting"

going crazy!

okok..time to be serious ppl!! we must play well!!

end of our games

whats that coming out of the bushes!?is it a monster!??

NO!!its jing!!!HAHA!!

takin a picture with my ahma,who doesnt noe how

to push the trolley properly

thats me pushing jac!bully me lah!!haha!

grannie and ahma!!both need magnifying glass though they

look so young!haha!

in the sky train tog!

as usual the non-stop chatting!!

so sad!! we missed "our flight"!!!haha!

us at T1 viewing mall..

me helpin ahma to get down frm the railing while grannie audrey

jus stands there watching!tsk tsk!haha!

Day with the netballers!

2008-09-14T19:46:00.003+08:00

yesterday had the SIM netball fever.
met jing,jac,sh and ahma at 8am at clementi mrt.
i swear,i dun wn to be early anymore.
i shud hav jus continued slpin at hm for a while
instead of waiting for the rest.
haha.

so ok, we didnt make it to top 4
but got 5th instead out of the 9 teams..
im still proud of us cos it was the first time we played tog in a netball carnival
we really communicated on crt though it was like shouting at each other.
i hope the rest understand i was merely tryin to encourage everyone.
i dun mean any harm k girls!!
we really shouted so loud on crt that i bet everyone was looking at us.
haha!
and..
jacq can shoot!!!
haha,everytime she had a chance to shoot i would laugh at her!
there was once,she was so near to the pole yet the ball went so far away frm the post.
and imagine she wanted me to get the rebound for her!
TSK TSK!!
haha.
im sure all 5 of us had lots of fun tog..
its ok, we're gonna take part in more carnivals tog for exposure.
and grannie audrey says that its good exposure for us and she's also proud of us!
YAY!
quite sad she couldnt come watch us though.
its alrite grannie!!
then aft the games,shihui and jing decided to try out the rock climbing.
laugh like crazy at those 2 lah!
we also made so much noise there.
haha!

so aft that,we managed to get a cab to take 5 of us to queensway
where jac had to collect her fbts.
i got the black one with lime green stripes for myself.
then took a train down to the airport
for our much awaited..
POPEYES!!!
but had to wait for that audrey for so long lah!
even had to go get her cos she got lost!
tsk!
anw,there were no biscuits at popeyes yest.
(mum told me the one at s'pore flyer also didnt hav due to shipment prob)
so it was like smth was missing..
then walked ard..took the sky train..
went to viewing mall..
i swear, the rest kept gg on and on abt the planes.
while i was literally falling asleep there..
i was so tired k!
imagine playing all 8 games the whole day!
tsk!
but we all laughed alot lah!
oh oh!
each of us took turns pushing the trolley with our bags on it.
and everytime ahma pushes the trolley we all hav to stand like 10m away frm her!
she really very dangerous lah!
haha!
we were all really so noisy.
shihui said smth so funny
that me,ahma and audrey laughed till we had to stop for a while..
it was smth abt my bag i think..
that sh ah!!
really mad!
haha..

then took bus with audrey..
that crazy grannie said she felt like playing with the swing and gg to the beach.
if i didnt hav strict parents i would hav gone with her.
although i was dead tired i wanted to go out still.

got hm and i was so tired i dunno how i could still go online.
ok..then i actually fell asleep in front of my laptop..
luckily i woke up and went to slp..

i dun hav the pics now since theres smth wrong with
stupid sharing folder.
meaning cant get it frm jac.
so i shall post the pics wen i get them

Still aching..

2008-09-12T10:51:00.003+08:00

haven blogged for some time..
so here goes..

wednesday
went down to kallang with jing for the aciers freindly against some men's team.
we decided to meet at 7.45pm..
walked in and saw the rest alr ready..
and coach angie was like hurry game starting.
and i was like..but u said 8??
so imagine..
jing and i didnt even hav time to warm up and everything.
peiyan was there too.
its been so long since i saw her.
and she shouted my name so loud lah!
haha!
so we played 4 quarters of 15mins..
luckily i didnt die..
haha.
oh ya, my thumb got blue black cos some fella threw the ball and it was spinning
so fast that it hit the tip of my thumb so now its blue black..
why am i alws getting injured all over ah!??
3rd quarter..
angie said....
"keshia go play shooter"
i was like.."WHAT??!!"
the last time i played shooter was ages ago..
shots were kinda ok..
jus that my movements seemed kinda wrong at some point.
but it was great playing shooter..
so yup..
enjoyed myself since i get to build ur my match fitness by playing friendlies for aciers.
nxt wk having friendly game against rp.
im so gg!!
then can see how they play and get ready for polites.
thing is..jing and i must not wear nyp shirt.
haha..

yesterday
woke up at ard 11plus i think..
did all the housework i was supposed to do.
then got ready and headed to sch to meet jing at 4.
cos we wanted to play badminton..
so went into the sports hall..
and found out..
that it was locked and lights off!!
damn!!
was so angry..
went to the stadium to try playing.
but was so windy so we played frisbee instead.
thats not all.
the wind was so strong.
that it was quite difficult to throw the frisbee against the wind.
so FINE!!
we went to our netall crt to shoot instead..
and play badminton whenever there was no wind ard.
haha
then came trg.
did our team ball drills and heres the best thing
jing tripped over a ball she miscatched and fell onto the grd.
the whole thing was so hilarious..
i was laughin like crazy lah.
coach came and we did out usual midcrt defensive thingy.
everything was quite painful for me
cos i pulled my thigh muscle during our warm up.
then did half crt..
OMG!!
i am so embarrased lah.
wat happened was..
i played GD.
i managed to tip a ball..
then it went to the side of the crt that had a net to seperate the tennis and netball crt.
so jus wen i picked up the ball..
my feet slide on e net,did a split and fell down
and everyone started laughing at me lah!
even coach..
dunno where to hide my face!!
then i think jac and grannie had to come pull me up..
haha..was damn funny lah..
then went to the track to do sprints.
actually,coach said i wasnt suppose to do cos of my back.
but i dunno why i still ended up doing sprints.
its ok lah..haha..

so aft trg was time to rush hm..
oh!!i printed out our pics for out netball locker..
i think it looks so nice lah..
everyone keeps lookin at it.
hehe..
thx to my mum for printing it out for me on her photo printer.
so yup,had to hurry change and get out of the sch.
i was so scared that i wouldnt get hm by 11.30.
thx to the rest for rushing to the bus stop with me!!
haha

so tml..its comfirmed that the SIM netball fever is still on.
me,jac,ahma,sh and jing will be gg down to play..
meetint at clementi mrt at 8 since we hav to report at 9.
u girls better not be late!if not i'll start screamin at u all!
OH!!i also managed to persuade grannie to come watch us.
i dun care abt her beauty slp.
she must come.
the 5 of us will give her morning call by shouting into the phone.
HAHA!!
and i so cant wait for popeyes aft that at the airport!!
YUMMY!!

as for now,i need to rest my legs..
its still aching and cant walk properly at all..
and i dunno why my ankle is kinda pain too..
oh wells,looking aft siblings the whole day.
so it'll be ok.
cant wait for tml!
((:

2008-09-10T14:39:00.003+08:00

woke up today at 11 plus..
saw my hp and got a message abt tml's training.
i swear i tot i was dreaming cos i was like..
didnt i jus hav training jus now???
haha..
i guess cos im not fully awake yet.
so the back's still aching like crazy.
tsk tsk..
im still gg down to kallang later for aciers training with jing!
yes,we're both joining tog.
heard we're having a friendly match against a men's team.
haha..amazing.
i jus hope nobody bangs into me.
one of these days i'll jus fall onto the grd seeing how it hurts so much..
i dun wanna rest.
i wanna play..
yes yes!
im very stubburn.
thats me wen it comes to playing netball!
hehe.

2008-09-10T00:51:00.003+08:00

today was super tiring..
its been a really long day..
got up at ard 6plus in the morning
cos my sis was making so much noise getting ready
for school.
omg!!she is so irritating..
wen sch starts for me,i'll purposely make a lot of noise then i'll wake
her up frm her slp..
i dun care!
i noe im evil!!
haha!

so met jacq at bedok at 10 plus..
she acconpanied me to go see the sinseh at bedok reservoir.
for my back.
the massage was damn shiok
but then suddenly he rubbed a certain part near the bone that was so pain.
and and!
omg!!
he jus like cracked my back lah..
then put this medicated thingy with the bandage on my back.
so stink lah..
and i had medicine too.
have eat this black tablet 3 times a day.
and at one time 6 tablets k!

so aft that,
rushed down to meet audrey for lunch
since she only got an hr..
lunch was damn funny..
really lah..
the chicken rice was so dry.. the one at my place is so much nicer.
i was feeling quite sick so made up my mind to drink coke
eventhough the sinseh say im not suppose to drink cold drinks.
hehe.
jac had her wanton mee.
with ketchup..
gosh that girl..
how can u eat wanton mee with ketchup.
i'll jus die without my chilli!!
haha!
in the end both audrey and i couldnt finish our lunch.
thats cos we kept laughing and everything.
haha.oh then gave audrey her subway cookies.
haha!
her reaction was so funny wen she got it.
jac and i kept laughing at her the entire time.
so aft that walked back to her workplace there.
i nvr realised that that place was where she worked.
and i kept passing by there the wntire time lah!
haha!

so then followed jac to town to get her mum's shoes.
we walked like everywhere lah.
then took so long to find the damn bus to take us to queesnway..
where she wanted to get a new sports shoe.
omg lah..
walked like all ard the place.
and that girl cannot make up her mind which design she wants to get.
so aft like 1hr plus we finally managed to get her shoes..
all thanx to me!
haha!!!
i think her adidas shoes are damn cool lah..
her shoes are so white right now..
but!!
i still love mine.
haha,
then went to ikea to get a hotdog since we were hungry.
and finally made our way to sch for training.
by then my legs were all so pain and cramped up alr lah.

i was screamin in the toilet trying to get the bandage thingy off my back.
haha!
it was so disgusting lah.
haha.
then i think my muscles jus gave up during warm up.
cos at that point i felt the pain at my quads(however u spell it)
did pair ball and woah.
i got a shock coach came so early.
did some midcrt/defensive drill..
i was quite alrite..
till my legs and my back jus gave way and it was so pain to continue.
that i jus fell to the ground lying on my back..
im so pissed with myself.
i hate all this injuries..
they're pissing me off cos its preventing me frm playin..
i wasnt allowed to play for the remainder of the trainin.
which made me even more pissed.
and coach says i can only train wen im fully recovered..
that will take ages lah..
haix..
i cant go for massages everyday.
im so not printing money lah..
really troubled right now..

im nvr ever going shopping or watever b4 training..
its gonna tire me alot.
thats the moaral of the whole story today.

i miss KC!!!

2008-09-06T23:00:00.010+08:00

i dunno why but im suddenly missing all my frens frm kc..

was jus looking thru all the pictures i had with all of them..
be it classmates,netballers,coucillors/prefects,publications(a.k.a pubbers)

i really miss all of them..

all the constant laughter and crazy things we do..

and esp me adding to the noise in class instead of shutting everyone up.

which i do ocassionally..

haha!

anw, i jus miss everyone frm KC!!!

KC Netballers

KC 5/2 08'

the jedi family!haha!!

KC pubberz!!

rach,amanda and me..

this was taken at the SPH national newspaper competition

i kinda lost so many of my pubbers pics..

must go find them all.haha!!

KC Prefects/Student Council

cool rite!!!

2008-09-06T20:46:00.002+08:00

im so freaking bored at home all by myself now..
i feel so lonely..
haha..shud hav gone for dinner with jacq..
wasted..

so met jing and jacq today at tp mrt.
decided last min to go watch the finals of the 5 nations.
cant believe s'pore wasnt even in the finals or even the 3rd/4th playoffs.
disappointing lah..home crowd some more..
went to find the seniors and watched the match..
grannie still looks so sad and sick..
anw, it was damn funny lah cos jing,jacq and i kept
making fun of some players and they way they play.
couldnt make it for the 3rd/4th placing game so we were jus
in time for the final game.
oh ya..
we were so annoyed with the botswana GS cos she hardly moved ard.
so papua new guinea wone in the end by 3 goals if im not wrong.
oh oh!!the players were throwing the stress netball to the crowd aft the match!
and i caught one while sitting down and strectching out for it while it rolled on the grd!
see!!my upper body still working!
haha!!

so we didnt bother to stay on for the prize presentation.
and left instead
walked ard toa payoh hub for a while..
suppose to hav dinner with jac but didnt cos i was so tired
and did i mention my calf is still so cramped up.
arrg!!
cant stand the pain.
i can seriously forget abt gg for a run this weekend as requested by coach.
so anw.now im all alone at hm since my familys' at my grandmother hs.

damn lewis hamilton got pole position for this weekend's F1 race.
i dun like that..
hoping ferari can do better for the race tml..

the first of many more killer trainings!!

2008-09-05T00:50:00.003+08:00

ok so today met jing and ahma at amk mrt staion at ard 2.30pm
decided to hav lunch first..
finally i get to eat the sambal sotong with rice..
but u noe wat..
its so disappointing lah..
not worth my money at all!
cant believe i wasted $5 on it
my grandmother's one is so much nicer pls!!

so aft that followed ahma to go buy her socks cos she didnt bring for training.
she took so damn long to choose one lah!
wen she was done,took a train down to sch.
oh we played the swing at the playgrd!haha!
then went to sports hall and started playin netball amg the 3 of us.
was so funny the whole time.
ahma kept falling cos we were all playing half crt using slippers.
hilarious lah..
played frisbee with jing too!
oh oh!
and we played badminton!!
it was great playin with her aft so long..
the last time i played was like dunno how many years ago!
so we borrowed the rackets frm laychi..
and it was really fun..
cos we were like trying to kill each other by aiming the shuttlecock
at each other's face.
haha!
played till my arm was so pain

then had training..
was so tired by the time it started..
shouldnt hav played so many games..
haha..
training was so freaking tiring..
did so many sprints lah..
had game too..i was so tired trying to catch up
though i managed to defend quite alrite..
more sprints at the track afterwards.
omg!!i was really dying there.
couldnt sprint cos my body was so pain not to mention my back!
then had to run for two rds ard the track..
ran half a round and my calf started cramping and also couldnt take the pain
frm my back anymore.
so i stopped..and walked back..
i really feel so weak lah!!
DAMN!!
coach says i need to go do smth abt my back if not i cant continue training.
haix.im so dead.
im thinking of gg to geylang polyclinic to get an x ray to check wats wrong
then later go for physio.im really scared abt my back..
die lah..
so im gussing everyone's body is really aching like hell now..
we ended at 10pm..
and by the time we finished changing and left sch was alr 10.30pm..
im glad i kinda managed to control my temper aft training while walkin to the mrt with
jing,aud,jacq and ahma..
i think i was abit alrite..
was jus trying not to explode so ya..
decided to take train since it was so late..
toked and laughed alot in the train..
then had a phone call frm my dad..
who started scolding me that it was so late alr.
wth lah..
and now he says no more coming hm aft 11pm!!
then now my training how!!!
haix..
i feel so angry now..
its not say im out with my frens lah..
i was out training.
i cant possibly leave training early frm now on..
i dun wan too anw..its so extra and being left out..
im really pissed alr..
arrg!!!

anw,hoping the to go to popeyes with the juniors and audrey aft
the SIM street netball nxt sat!!
yes..more fun!!

(im feeling so hungry now!!!)

finally back to training!

2008-09-03T20:53:00.006+08:00

yesterday,was damn confusing..
plans kept changing.
suppose to hav training then it was cancelled.
coach was sick and wanted us to go watch the 5nations instead.
so ok got the msg that the team was gonna meet at 5.30 at tp mrt.
went to meet the juniors at sch first cos we planned to train abit
and practise on for the street netball thingy.
so jus wen i met them.
a msg came in
"training resume cos s'pore nt playing today"
instant reaction was like..
WHAT!!!???
cos i didnt bring my ankle guard and my training socks..
damn..
well no way was i gg back hm..
so went to shoot a bit with ahma.
did a bit of center pass stuff.
we couldnt do much stuff cos it was only me,jing,shihui and ahma.
oh and we played frisbee too!!
its so fun playin with jing..
play with ahma and shihui..
woah!!the frisbee can go everywhere lah!!
haha!!
so yea..
aft that went koufu to eat.
talked and laughed alot..
and we were really making so much noise..
think everyone was looking at us.
haha..

then was time for training.
went to change to our new netball shirts.
i think its so nice to see everyone wearing the same shirt to train..
trained in the indoor court cos it was raining so heavily.
we did pair ball,L,split,some 1 third courtwork and conditioning also..
i think my favourite team ball drill is now the split.
its so fast and so challengin..
haha.
and we also did 1 set of suicide run.
the last time i did that was ages ago lah.
at least i can till run.
haha.
i regretted doing the tabletop watever thing where u have to hold ur
body up so that ur body is parallel to the grd thing for 30 secs..
well,cos of that my back is aching like hell..
and its cos of the push ups as well..
like seriously,its so so pain today.
i knew it would hurt my back and yet i still did it..
so annoyed with myself now!!
my thighs are ALL aching as well..
not to mention im having cramps too..
die alr lah.
tml got training.
how in the world am i gonna run.
im in so much pain!!
sob sob!!

so aft that training,shihui went hm cos she had work early the nxt day
so jing,ahma and i went to amk since we ended at 8.30 and cos jing and i
wanted to eat ice jelly cocktail again!
haha.
i was craving for the sardine curry puff frm old chang kee as well.
but they only had the curry one..
sob sob.
had no choice so i got that instead.
ahma had her pie kia..
i call it the pie with the kia inside..
HAHA!!
so went to the food crt..
ahma had her durian ice kacang without the red beans but with jelly instead.
crazy lah!!
it tastes so weird!!
oh, and she spilled like a portion of her ice kacang on the table.
so jing and i laughed like so loud lah!!
HAHA..so funny..
and when the cleaner came she was like complaining so messy and everything..
oh oh!!we were sitting nxt to this miniwok stall..
and OMG!!!
ahma and i kept staring at the sambam sotong with rice..
it looks so yummy!!
we were so tempted to buy and share.
but we didnt so decided to eat it tml b4 training starts.
ahma is my new eating partner!!
we can go crazy over food together!!

ahma!!we love to eat together!!haha!!

there goes her poor ice kacang!!

oh no!!the aunty is here!!see lah ahma!dunno how to eat properly!!tsk tsk!

the miniwok stall!!
I WANT MY SAMBAL SOTONG WITH RICE!!!

alrite so now i shall do the tag thing for ahma..
hahah!everyone's getting annoyed cos it keeps getting passed ard.

1)The person who tagged you is:
Puahleng!!my ahma!!

2)Your relationship with her is:
schoolmate,team mate and of course my ahma lah!!

3)Your 5 impression of her is:
talkative,crazy,super funny,eats alot and very lazy!!

4)The most memorable thing she has done for you:
hmmm..let me think..oh oh!!she helped to massage my thumb when it was injured!
haha!!

5)If she becomes your lover, you will:
i can go crazy eating with her!!

6)If she becomes your lover, things she will have to improve on will be:
dun be so lazy lah..must be hardworking k!!haha!

7)If she becomes your enemy, the reason would be:
cos she like to irritate and disturb me!and she so dumb!!my thumb still hurts she can
anyhow jus pull it!tsk tsk!!

8)The most desired thing you want to do for her now is:
improve her shots.and train hard with us for netball!!
u're not gonna get away frm us ahma!!we'll come aft u!!haha!!

9)Your overall impression of her is:
sweet kind and funny girl.haha!yea rite..

10)How do you think people around you feel about you?
omg.im not gonna repeat again so go read the previous entries pls!!

11)The characteristics you love about yourself:
-same-

12)On the contrary,the characteristics you hate about yourself:
-same-

13)The most ideal person you want to be is:
-same-

14)The people that care and like you, say something to them:
-same-

15)Pass this quiz on 5 people you wish to know to know more about you.
ok..i dunno who to pass to anymore..jus dun pass to me..
haha..
okok..im not like the rest lah..
in fact i dun mind doing since im so nice!
hehe!!
ok..
grace cheah!!u can go do one for me!!!

2008-09-01T22:11:00.002+08:00

tml's the day i've been waiting for so long.
but now i feel like im not looking forward to it at all..
i really need to cheer up..
but i feel so shit actually..
somethings wrong with me.

meeting the juniors at 1pm tml..
hope it'll be fun.
we're suppose to practise for the street netball tog.
but that jacq cant make it for the whole day!!
tsk tsk..

oh wells,i hope everything will be better.

2008-08-31T21:33:00.003+08:00

i am so tired!!!
like really really tired..
jus got home frm dinner..

so took a train down to meet jing at toa payoh
since we decided to go catch the opening game of the
Netball 5 nations thingy..
firstly,i so cannot stand my journey in the train today..
this stupid lady jus rolled her trolly bag over my toes today!!
and like hello!!??didnt she see my feet there.
wat a dumb ass!!!
then some kid went to step on my feet!!
its the same one some more!!!
omg!!!
i was so annoyed that i wanted to stick my leg out
so she can trip over it on her way out of the train.
(i noe im evil!!!)
her mother like so blur also..
can see the child keep banging into me and
yet she didnt warn her!!!
sickening!!!

i was so happy wen i got out of the train.
cant stand ppl pushing and eveything..
so met jing,then decided to wait
for the rain to stop abit..
then made our way to the sports hall..

the exhibition match was so hilarious..
jing and i kept laughin at who else but jade seah..
she really cant play lah..
i was telling jing.
she shud jus stay away frm sports!!
HAHA!!
im mean rite!!??i know!!
but still..i really got no comments abt her
and that chen liping also..
haha!!
so damn funny lah!!

the game between Singapore and Sri Lanka was really good.
i still cant believe we lost!!!
arrg!!!its so sad..
esp since we were leading till the last quarter..
damn.
i hope they win the rest of the games..
cos i wanna see them in the finals.
oh and its the first time my family actually went to watch a netball
match together but i wasnt sitting with them though.

so then we left aft the game..
couldnt catch the nxt match cos had to go for dinner.
oh oh..
i got myself the red supporters shirt and the netball hand squeeze thing.
think i'll get the face towel on sat or smth..

so met my family at cafe cartel(siglap)
for dinner.
the food was so yummy!!
ok,but im so bloated now..
i think i put on another few kg..
i am so dead man!!!
HAHA

anyways,had lots of fun today with jing.
oh ya and also tokin to grace on the phone last nite.
its been so long since we had a phone chat.
she seems to be crazy that we found out we hav the same washing machine.
haha!!long story..
oh well,
im glad i've got frens to tok to.
and i noe im not being unreasonable.
cos i was only being concern lah..
i noe wat to do on tuesday alr..

2 days to Nyp Netball training!

2008-08-30T22:46:00.002+08:00

went to the airport today to welcome back my grandmother.
so glad that she's finally back.
cos this means..
i get to eat all her yummy food again!!
i've missed her homemade food for 2mths!
hope she cooks a feast for us nxt wk..

went to the coffee shop for dinner with my family and grandparents.
ordered the mixed food..
and seriously i could have jus died frm hunger..
the food took years to come!
so when it finally came.
i was really satisfied..

im still feeling as bad as ever..
now im also feeling like everyone's having so much fun
while im left behind..
i dun think much has happened for me..
i realy need to go out with my frens.
cos the more i stay at home,
the more sad i am since well i keep thinkin of so many things..
damn..
wat am i to do??
i dun think i actually laughed today cos i jus didnt feel like
my usual self..

2008-08-30T02:10:00.002+08:00

im like so tired alr..
really wanna slp but..
well..
again im thinkin abt so many things..

im sure i did my best to handle it..
and to make sure that everyone was alrite..
wth lah..
thanx for puttin me down..

found out something shocking while chatting online with
someone also..
wondering whether i really did the right thing.
now that i think of it.mayb i took everything for granted and
nvr really cherish the times we had together.
haiz..

and another thing..
i wish i could turn back time so
i wouldnt feel like that abt the class..
another haiz..

ok,im feeling very emo alr..
guess im not looking forward to trainings.
i need to hav more outings with the juniors to cheer myself up..

2008-08-30T00:00:00.004+08:00

today got woken up by my mum at 11.30..
jus so that i'll be awake wen my younger sis gets back frm sch..
its teachers day celebration today..
damn i regretted not going back to KC!!
heard the performances and all was quite gd.
and i really wanted to go disturb all my subject teachers.
but cos of my kc frens!!
all cant make!
tsk..
so anyway,went to my granparents house at ard 3pm.
today was like the day that my mum,sis and i really had to clean up the house!
cos my grandmother is finally coming back frm Denmark tml.
like FINALLY!!
aft 1mth i think!
so had so much house work to do..
gosh im like so tired rite now..
so aft everything..
went shopping at queensway!!
and!!!!
i got my new pair of shoe!!!
YAY!!!
im so happy!!
like went all ard jus to get the proper size..
im so happy with it now..
i'll get my bag nxt wk.. so ya..
now..
i cant wait for training to start!!!

my brand new shoes!!

3 days to Nyp Netball training!!

2008-08-28T23:37:00.003+08:00

alrite.so today had to babysit my brother..
since my mum had something on and my dad had to go to work.
woke me up at ard 8 plus and while looking aft my bro,
my eyes were really closing since i was watching you tube videos
the previous night..
so anw,he was annoyin me as usual..
then got a phone call by who else but audrey..
she says i shud be "privileged"cos she tells me all those things..
which cant be mentioned here..
FINE!!!okok..
i am very very,EXTREMELY "privileged"!!!
HAPPY grannie!!??
HAHA!
so then was supposed to go for class chalet but didnt go in the end
wanted to accompany jacq to get her stuff but my mum couldnt get hm
on time.
oh btw,thank god jacq is ok alr.
i was telling her.
nxt time wen i go out with her,
i shud jus keep quiet in case she blows up anytime!
its true lah!

so went to parkway for dinner with my family.
then walked ard..
its been some time since i went into parkway..
and woah!!
theres so many sales going on lah..
then i saw this pair of adidas sports shoes and i so wanna buy it.
but im gonna check whether its cheaper at queensway tml first.
then my dad can pay for me!!
hehe.

i can wait for training to start!!its this coming tuesday!!!!
yay!!!
im kinda dead cos i haven really been going for my runs and all.
only did one on sat with the juniors.
then on monday by myself.
aft that,its been eating and lazing ard the whole day..
die lah!
haha!!
oh wells,its ok..
i'll lose weight once training starts..
it'll be fun playing with everyone again.
but im quite scared abt my thumb.
the pain is still there if i were to stretch it.
imagine doing passes or straight shuttle with the rest esp the seniors.
i think its gonna start hurting again..
but watever..
i still wanna play!!!

ok..my back is aching so badly now!!
sob sob!!

4 days to Nyp Netball trainings!!

2008-08-28T03:15:00.002+08:00

im tired but i cant seem to slp..
haix.
so many things in my head right now..
esp well..
the fact that jacq's angry with me and ignoring me for the first time..
i was really jokin abt it and she took it so seriously..
hey jacq,i really am sorry and i was really jokin.hope u'll cool down.
cos i mean i dun wan it to carry on till training starts..
it'll be so weird not tokin and laughin tog.
hope u understand..and like forget abt it
if only i wasnt asked to do the form.
uh..no no..
maybe cos i was alr pissed that i couldnt get more ppl..
and that my dad was driving me crazy with some stuff..
wait..i really dunno lah..
damn..why must things be this way..

5 days to Nyp Netball trainings!

2008-08-27T19:21:00.003+08:00

ok,since i've been tagged again by shihui this time.
i shall do this for her!
(:

1)The person who tagged you is:
SHI HUI!!!!THE MAD WOMAN!!

2)Your relationship with her is:
friend,schoolmate and team mate!

3)Your 5 impression of her is:
MAD,funny,fun to hang out with,stupid and very lame!!

4)The most memorable thing she has done for you:
hmmm..i noe!!!she made me sprained my ankle during training!!
tsk tsk!!trip over me lah!!!

5)If she becomes your lover, you will:
it wont happen cos she loves her gabriel alot!!
HAHA!!

6)If she becomes your lover, things she will have to improve on will be:
not possible!!!

7)If she becomes your enemy, the reason would be:
for bullying me as usual!!!

8)The most desired thing you want to do for her now is:
not to have butter fingers during training,and for all of us to train hard.
(:

9)Your overall impression of her is:
really funny and fun to go out with

10)How do you think people around you feel about you?
hmmm,i mentioned it in the previous one alr..

11)The characteristics you love about yourself:
being cheerful most of the time!!!
hehe!(:

12)On the contrary,the characteristics you hate about yourself:
being lazy, and not putting enough effort in everything
i do esp netball and studied

13)The most ideal person you want to be is:
myself(:

14)The people that care and like you, say something to them:
LOVE YOU GUYS TOO!!HEHE!

15)Pass this quiz on 5 people you wish to know to know more about you.
haha,i wont pass cos i passed to 5 alr..

2008-08-27T00:16:00.002+08:00

ok,im stuck outside in the living rm
entertaining my grandmother and sis's godmother.
they're still watching tv
and look at the time!
its alr past midnight!!!
and the rest of my family jus went into bed
so im stuck all by myself!
wonderful!
im so tired!!!
*yawnz*
someone save me!!!

6 days to Nyp Netball trainings!

2008-08-26T13:01:00.002+08:00

alrite..im supposed to do this thing for JINGYI!!
so i shall be the very nice one and listen to her!
HAHA

1)The person who tagged you is:
Jing jing!!!

2)Your relationship with her is:
friend,schoolmate,team mate, and same birthday partner!!
its May 8th everyone!!we want presents nxt yr!HAHA

3)Your 5 impression of her is:
MAD,crazy,friendly,funny and dumb!
HAHA

4)The most memorable thing she has done for you:
oh oh!!she helped tie my shoe lace during pesta when
i injured my thumb!!thanx girl!

5)If she becomes your lover, you will:
die of laughter and go mad.haha!

6)If she becomes your lover, things she will have to improve on will be:
er...dunno!

7)If she becomes your enemy, the reason would be:
i can safely say she wont be my enemy!
unless she disturbs me!hehe

8)The most desired thing you want to do for her now is:
hmmm..like what shihui said.to train hard and for all of us to get into
the team.hopefully..and and, that jing's knee will be alrite.
(see!im so nice!)

9)Your overall impression of her is:
she is really mad..but its ok,i still love her!
haha!she's someone you can tok to when having problems.

10)How do you think people around you feel about you?
er..dunno??some say i hav the first impression of being bitchy!!
*ahem* but im not k!!really.jus need to noe more abt me.and
u'll find out im nice!haha

11)The characteristics you love about yourself:
er..that i always try not to give so easily i guess??

12)On the contrary,the characteristics you hate about yourself:
being lazy,eating too much! and having so many injuries
for netball.

13)The most ideal person you want to be is:
ME!!hehe..

14)The people that care and like you, say something to them:
love you all too!oh oh! and dun forget me!!hehe

15)Pass this quiz on 5 people you wish to know to know more about you.
1.Jacq
2.Jing
3.Shihui
4.grannie!!
5.ahma!!

7 days to Nyp Netball trainings!

"Self -training" with juniors!!

2008-08-23T23:36:00.008+08:00

Yesterday
i had my last paper which was stats..
think the paper was alrite.
im hoping i did the questions correctly
and no mistakes too.
so aft the paper went to eat subway at amk with pat.
before that bumped into grannie and found out her
phone got stolen..
luckily i brought my hp into the exam rm..
damn poor thing lah that one.

anw,ate subway with pat.
then walked ard.
and went into this football madness shop that sells
football jerseys with the printing too..
i went so crazy lah!
cos there were so many Man united stuff in there.
so pat got her posters..
then we left.
and thank god i realised that i was at the wrong bus stop
if not i would be gg towards nyp again!
so went to the opp one to wait for bus 76
haha..
so got hm at ard 8.30!!
and yes,im so happy i got hm on time
for the 9pm ch8 show!
haha..
now theres something to tok abt with the netballers..
since its a chinese show!!!
HAHA!!!

ok,so went online to discuss with the netball juniors
abt our plan for our self training in
sch today..
and seriously!!!shihui is really mad lah!!!
say she will buy shampoo so we can all bath after training.
then started asking me wat brand i wan and everything..
crazy lah!!HAHA!!

Today
was suppose to get up at 9.30 but got up at
10 instead..
had a terrible stomach pain and i still had to do hs wrk
before i could go off to meet the juniors.
so we all met at 1pm i think..
SOME was late as usual!
HAHA.btw,the stupid weather jus had to spoil everything.
but we still ran ard the track anyway.
in the heavy drizzle though..
we were suppose to run for 20mins but cos some
lazy ones were too lazy,we ended up jogging for 15 mins plus.
and apparently.we ran 2.4km in 15mins plus which is not bad
considering we all havent trained for super long alr.
and mind u with all the eating and everything..
haha.
so it was an accomplishment i guess!!
haha.aft our run we did sit ups and some other stuff lah.
then we did passes
with a netball
in the rain again..
and aft that we played volleyball..
there's a reason why we're netballers cos we all cant play
volleyball for nuts lah!HAHA
and we played frisbee too!
omg lah!
the way shi hui throw..
is like killing someone.
jing was so scared of her lah! haha!
so since we were all so drenched already.
and ppl like me and jacq were so hungry!!
we decided to go and bath..
hilarious lah..
shihui was like.
"are u all takin out contacts b4 bathing?"
then me and jacq burst out laughing like crazy!
seriously!who takes out contacts wen need to bath!
she and her stupid theory that the soap will go into the eyes and
everything..dumb lah!
haha.
btw!!jing didnt bath!
so imagine how stink she was!!!haha!

so since i've been craving for popeyes!!!
we went to the one at the s'pore flyer!
yups.
took a train there then walked and walked and walked again.
almost fainted lah cos i was starving.
haha.and since it was raining and the floor was so slippery.
i almost fell k..
so at popeyes,
first we all ordered a 4pice meal with shrimp,2 drinks,with 3 side dish to share.
but then me and jacq decided to get another 2piece meal to share since were still hungry!
haha.talked and laughed alot in popeyes.
esp abt the chilli dispenser.
woah!!!
surely can have muscles just by pressing down the thing for chilli!
haha!so aft that we walked ard.
oh! and i saw yana and evelyn there!
i miss working with them lah!!
and yana shouted my name so loud lah!haha.
ok,then we walked ard.took pics tog..
then jing had to go off so we all walked to marina square.
then me,shihui and jacq walked ard..
can die lah..
my legs were aching like hell frm all the walking!
haha.so aft that went hm.

mum actually called me to go watch the fireworks with the family
but i was too tired to join them..
and cant believe i didnt join them for supper at cafe cartel too.
oh wells, i ate alot for today alr.
TMR!!!
its time to jog again!!

heres the pictures for today!!

shihui,me,jacq and jing!

jacq!!!where are u!!??HAHA

jing!!!go get the ball NOW!!!

both of them going crazy as usual!!!

and i got bullied to walk under the rain jsu to check the price for them!
and in the end they didnt buy!!!WTH!!!

great picture of us at the flyer!

it was supposed to be a crazy shot.haha!

think the picture was alrite.just that extra guy in yellow had to spoil it!

really had so much fun with them today..
although ahma and dayana couldnt make it..
nvm,its ok..aft jing's attachment nxt wk,
we all go sentosa tog!!!

9 days to Nyp Netball trainings!

20082008

2008-08-20T21:20:00.005+08:00

Yesterday
had dinner with my family at Fish & CO.!!!
YUMMY!!!
ok,so i decided to try smth new.
since i always eat the usual fish and chips there.
so i chose the sambal fish with rice!!
so yummy!!
and my mum and i shared the salmon caesar salad!!
yes yes!!
im very healthy!!
HAHA!!
i wanna go back there again!!
hehe.
then aft that went back hm to study..
cant believe i stayed up till 4 plus coming to 5 lah..
i stopped at 4.
then wanted to slp but i couldnt cos i was so scared for the paper.
and also cos there were so many things on my mind.
haiz.

pictures at fish & co.

where is my food!!???im so hungry!!!!

yay!!finally its here!!
YUMMY!!!!no sharing!!
hahah!!

Get Hooked!

so econs paper today..
OMG!!
it was so bad!!
i got no motivation to study alr..
although its the last paper on friday..
damn lah..
i dun wanna retake my papers!!
im am so dead lah!!
woke up to meet pat in sch at 12.30 some more..
so that i could study..
and now i feel like i screwed the whole paper..
damn sad alr..
anywhooos,
ended at 6..
went home by bus..
ohoh!
bought a hot fudge sundae for myself!!
yummy!!
then walked to the interchange with pat.
both of us were alr feeling so wth abt the paper lah.
ok.
and wen things couldnt get any better..
the freakin bus just had to brakdown!!
at amk hub there.
then i had to wait for another one..
and the bus was so crowded lah..
in the end i only got hm at 8pm!!
super tiring day today..

ohoh!!
my dad's fren got me a Man united jersey!!!
YAY!!!!
but its quite tight for me though..
cos they got it at malaysia and its like boys size L..
haha..
ok..
i really need to lose weight!!
i am so fat lah!!
i dun care.
aft exams..jogging EVERYDAY!!!
MUST GO!!
and do push ups and all those too..
must be hardworking!!.

btw,ivp fixtures are out..
omg lah!
like po-lite haven even started and ivp fixtures alr out..
madness i tell you!!

13 days to Nyp Netball trainings!!

2008-08-18T22:56:00.002+08:00

had AFA paper at 4 today.
went to sch early to study..
so..as usual..
i totally screwed the paper.
damn it lah.
i dun wanna take the supp paper
cos its difficult,
and also means i have to spend more time studying
the stupid module..
sian..

so after the paper,called my mum to say i was going home.
and then she told me that my dad was in hospital..
he had chest pain and went to polyclinic.
then doctor was scared it was heart attack.
so then they brought him to changi hospital in the ambulance..
and apparently,
my mum said she didnt wan to tell me earlier cos i was having paper
so she was scared it would affect me.
i actually didnt even think of that.
my father really has to watch his diet!
keep eating all those rubbish..
haix..
anyway,heard the test results was ok.
so my mum and my dad got back at ard 9pm..
but he still has to go back to do some other tests tnl i think..
im praying everything will be alrite.
mum says now we hav to be firm with him.
haha.

anyway,had mass convo on msn with jing,jacq,shihui & dayana
just now..
so we all decided that we're gonna "TRAIN"
in sch on saturday!
haha.and maybe play frisbee and all.
then go popeyes at airport.
since i've been craving for it since last wk lah!
haha!
i so cant wait for sat!
oh oh!
gonna eat at subway with pat aft out paper at 6 too..
then mayb go down to bedok to tok to coach.
im scared though..
damn..
in the meantime..
more studying..

15 days to Nyp Netball trainings!

2008-08-17T15:08:00.006+08:00

ok..
so i think the olmypics has alr made some ppl really crazy!!
(POINTS TO JING & JACQ!!!)
HAHAHAH!!!!
really mad lah!!
wan to put like pictures of phelps on our netball locker!
haha..
i think its ok..
like i said..
inspiration to all of us not to give up!
haha!
and that Usain Bolt could have gotten an earlier timing if he didnt like wave his arms
at the last few metres lah..
madness..
he still beat the world record by 0.5sec though..
so freakin fast.
if only im that fast.
and that tall as well!!
i'll be so freaking happy..
was jus telling jing last nite.
imagine if there was netball in the olympics.
all of us will definitely go mad.
it'll be so fun to watch together lah..
more inspiration for us..
haha!i can imagine us jumping up and down and everything!
haha!!

anywhooos...(im learning frm that cute small boy frm "my wife and kids" show)
went to ice cream chefs last nite with my family..
first time trying out there..
quite alrite lah..
hehe..
netball juniors!!!
wanna go there tog and go crazy aft the exams??
its near my area!!
haha!!

btw,i hav this feeling someone's angry/pissed with me
since i didnt get a reply..
damn..

16 days to Nyp Netball training!

2008-08-16T01:09:00.002+08:00

17 days to nyp netball trainings!!

i'll be counting down everyday!

2008-08-15T23:45:00.005+08:00

ok..wat a day it was today..
a very long one so i guess tis post will be extra long.
woke up at 6 by pat's phone wake up call.
we decided to meet at at sch's macs at 8 for breakfast
since our POM paper starts at 9.
so had breakfast..
then went for our paper.
im so glad its finally over.
and i hope i do well cos the paper was quite ok.
as usual i rem the points then crap my way thru by using my own words.
well it still makes sense anw!haha!
some ppl left once they finished their paper but i sat thru the 2hrs.
so aft paper bumped into jacq and shihui!
outside the sports hall since both our papers
were in the hall..
woah!
havent seen them for such a long time lah!
hahah.
then walked to the bus interchange with jacq.
talked alot abt olympics!!MICHAEL PHELPS again!!
she's goin crazy over him lah!haha!
so went home to get ready for my brother's birthday outing.
oh oh!
guess what happened!
haha.i got stuck outside my house cos i didnt bring my own house keys today.
and the best thing is that my hp batt was totally flat.
so i couldnt contact my mum.
i was so crossing my fingers that my mum would be hm but she wasnt.
and and!!i didnt hav any money with me at all!!
thank god i had four 5cent coins in my wallet.
haha!
so went all the way down to the coffee shop to change to 10cent
then used the pay phone to call my mum.
luckily she was in the taxi on the way hm.
haha!.
omg, and the freakin weather was so hot to day lah!!
global warming man!!!

so anw,finally got hm to wash up.
then decided to go to plaza sing to watch 'meet dave'
omg!
the movie is so damn hilarious.
at first i was like,this must be one of the most stupidest movie i've ever watched.
then aft a while it was alrite.
my mum and i were laughin like crazy lah!
and and...
cos the row in front of us were filled with those typical minahs..
i so cant stand them.
but seriously,there were some things in the movie that were so funny.
but they jus sat there not laughin or anything.
i think cos the language was too difficult for them to actually understand.
no offence..
ok,so aft that we all went for dinner at vivo.
ate at pasta mania!!
YUMMY!!!
shared a plate of carbonara with my sis.
then we went to toys r us since its my brother's bday and he loves to look at toys.
aft that went to candy empire.
then went to this shop that sold the formula 1 ferrari merchandise!!
yea!!
i told my family that everyone must wear smth that is ferrari cos thats the team we're supporting
at the f1 this sept!!
im so excited lah!
so aft that home sweet home.
and now i am so tired.
only slept for 5hrs last nite..
*yawnz*
here are the pictures taken today!

thats me with geo,carissa and rainer plaza sing GV!

dun you think im so tall!!HAHA!!

me with my family in the theatre!

dinner at pastamania!!yummy!

i wanna go watch the clone wars!!anybody interested to watch with me?!!

ok, i really need to go for my runs!
i've been eating non-stop these days!!
die lah!
when intensive training starts,
i'll definitely be like right behind lah!!
haiz.
and POLITE fixtures are out too..
double haix..

Feeling Lazy!!!

2008-08-13T19:33:00.002+08:00

today woke up to the noise of the cleaner washing the
the floor along the corridor directly outside my window!!
arrg!!i cannot stand noise!!
was suppose to meet up with pat in sch to study in the library.
but i cancelled it cos i was to lazy to travel all the way there..
sorry pat!!
hehe.
so stayed hm..
wanted to go for a run wen i woke up.
but then again,
i was too lazy and my legs were telling me its too tired.
hahah!so i told myself must go in the evening.
lazed ard..
watching the olympics.
now i noe why everyone is hooked onto it.
i think swimming is the only interesting one..
though i was watching the gymnastics one yest and today..
yes,and both of china's men and women's team got gold.
amazing lah..
and i think michael phelps is soo...
i got no words to describe him..
he is so fast lah.
still breaking world records..
i think he'll definitely get his 8 golds..
so anw,i jus had to switch off the tv.
and then went to study pom..
and in the end..
i didnt go for a run.
yes,i noe..
im too lazy lah..haha!
plus i dunno why my back alws starts hurting whenever i go for a jog..
oh ya,ashley and i will be gg to the physio aft our exams..
actually..i nvr liked gg for physio.
i duno why..
so well..hav to get back to studying..
its so boring lah..
im missing the netball juniors even more alr!!
eh!u guys are suppose to come tag me k!
sob sob!!
haha!!

2008-08-12T17:36:00.002+08:00

ok..i feel so wth..
cos its like everyone is really studying like crazy..
while i feel like im slacking alot.
omg lah!!
im so gonna start panicking.
and wen i see ppl in sch studying, the more stress i get.
die! die! die!
anw,went to sch that day.
studied in the library with grannie audrey
and like all of a sudden she'll ask me abt subway..
damn random lah.
haha.
anw, went to eat subway aft that.
and poor grannie couldnt find her haato ice cream..
so she started whining for the rest of the time i was with her.
imagine having to withstand all her whinings..
i almost died lah.
HAHAH.
but the day was funny though.
hehe..

2008-08-10T00:01:00.002+08:00

OMG!!
wat the hell is wrong with my damn thumb!
its hurting like crazy!!!
and i feel so weak cos of it.
like i cant even lift up something like a bottle or
even open the cap..
damn...
it looks like its gonna take months b4 the pain goes away.
and gets totally healed.
its so stupid lah..
i've stopped playin for a wk alr.
hmmm,was suppose to go see the sensei
but im so freaking busy
i hate injuries.

2008-08-09T01:41:00.002+08:00

i am so pissed..
i've got no motivation to study..
aft wat happened..
i noe..
im trying very hard not to think of it.
everyone's been sayin forget abt it and move on...
but its the way she told me..
fuck them cos im getting a lower grade now..
yea rite..i dun think u both really thought it thru
on whther it would hav affected my results
b4 complaining abt me.
im starting to hate my class.
i didnt even do anything to you ppl.
damn it lah..

its not only that..
i hav so many things on my mind..
the more stuff i hear,
the more demoralising it is..
i was so motivated to do well..
and get in..
now,i can jus forget abt it..
like really..wats the damn point..
and i dun usually give up anyway...
then another thing..
i think i really lost my closest fren..
sometimes i wonder whether its all meant to be.
like everything we've been thru...
i am so lost lah...
ok..im gonna start sobbing soon alr..

2008-08-07T14:58:00.002+08:00

im feeling so depressed and troubled today..
so many things are on my mind.
first there's smth which i cant mention here.
then there's the stupid class thing..
wtf lah..
they think they so smart then they jus put down
ppl like me.
the more i look at those 2,the more pissed i get..
somehow i jus felt like walking out of class jus now..
feel like crying alr..
im not enjoying myself anymore..
wats more is that netball has stopped for 1mth
and so i got nothing to look forward to
or talk to the juniors abt my problems..
somehow the netballers are the only ones
who can cheer me up.
i miss everyone alr.
then with the exams.
im having trouble starting with my revision..
i am so dead lah..
anyway..i need someone to talk to...
):

2008-08-07T00:26:00.002+08:00

Today..
my day was so wth lah...
presentation was alrite..
thanx to patricia for putting so much effort into the website
we had to published.
ours was on party planners..
ok..then went for lunch at north canteen.
checked my mail and i had to go see someone..
wtf lah..
they actually went behind my back..
it really made me upset..
and i still cant get over the whole situation...

bought cookies for grannie and jane aft that..
went to watch the womens and mens last hockey game with them
the womens game was like so relaxed and the players were like walking on the field.
then came the mens game and it was so fast paced and everything..
so glad that NYP won champions for both..
then took train back with grannie and farhana..
yes,she came to watch the game halfway..
she was doin the commentary while grannie was hepin to video the game.
haha!talked alot on the way hm..

ok,im still very troubled by it.
although everyone's saying i shud forget abt what happened..
haix..*sob sob* (thistime its for real)

High School Musical On Ice Tour

2008-08-06T12:09:00.007+08:00

ok, so yesterday aft sch, went hm to meet my family..
then we all headed to the Singapore Expo to catch the musical.
oh oh!before the show started there were basketball players from the Singapore slingers!!
ok, i dun really noe the players names..
but there was this guy who's so cute lah!
haha!although he seems quiet..
then the rest were really friendly..
did i mention i took pictures with them!!!??
haha!they are so tall lah!
and their shortest player is like ard my height and so he must be playing as a midfield player..
omg lah..and in netball im considered as a defender.
so weird lah..
so anyway,
the show was great.
jus that the crowd was so damn boring..
other than that
had fun watching the skaters.
although there was one girl who fell..
so aft that we all went for supper at some place in
bedok.
here's the pictures!!

thats georgia and i with slurpee!!
hold on slurpee!!we wanna take picture with u!!

oh!we found big gulp too!!haha!

they're so tall lah!!oh oh!!the guy i think is cute is the
one in yellow,extreme right!!!

hehe!!! i get to stand nxt to him!!

family photo!

2008-08-05T00:52:00.002+08:00

im suddenly feeling pissed.
i think cos im jus so damn tired and yet theres so many things
to do.
i so cannot wait for wed to end.
then they'll be no more presentations.
share pt is so annoying..
and i hav no patience for it.

i will not return.
dun think i want to.
somehow i feel much happier.
impossible for everything to return to normal

2008-08-04T21:22:00.004+08:00

jus came across this blog..
jacq told me abt it..
now i feel so determined to work hard for the netball polite games.
seriously,im gonna push myself.
i noe i can do it.
i've worked hard b4 for netball,
im sure i can do it again..

anw,today sch was so boring..
nothing much.
had lunch and talked to patricia.
i was laughing at her stories..
damn funny lah.
then wen it was time to go hm..
i had nobody to go hm with!
*SOB SOB* to the power of 10000
cos jacq ended early today..
so i asked grannie but she cant also.
sad lah..
cant believe she asked me to crash her lecture on wed..
haha!
so then i went hm..
then for the first time i could go downstairs for a jog without my mum
spoiling my time.
yes,i suddenly feel so hardworking.
haha!
went for a 20min jog ard the neighbourhood.
i shall start going for jogs since netball trainings has stopped for a whole mth..
thats so sad lah..
oh well, dun wanna lose my fitness,so must do runs.
(:

btw,i cant believe my mum tagged me.haha!

2008-08-04T10:47:00.004+08:00

Everyone!!!
i hav something very important to announce!!
my dad got F1 grandstand tickets for the night race in september!!
yea!!!
i am so going!!
im not gonna miss this for anything else!
haha!so i dun think i'll be working as usherers for the event anymore.
i very much rather watch the race at night than to help out.
since i wont even noe whether i'll still be abe to watch the race..
so now.
its time for everyone out there to get jealous!
haha!

ok,since everyones been tagging me,here's ur replies..continue tagging.and study hard for exams!

to vicki~ hey!i miss you too!especially all ur stupid and lame jokes!haha!lets hav lunch and mayb meet up with the rest soon k!love ya!oh!study hard!and all the best for ur attachment!glad to see u're happy in ur course!

to jacq~ hey dumb ass!!haha!u've been so funny lah!lets continue meeting each other in between lessons and start talking abt all sorts of stuff!thanx for all the encouragements.lets train hard tog k!u must study too!and dun e a naughty girl and end up in the bukit batok gang!haha!(inside joke)

to jingyi~haha!another deaf one in the team!im gonna miss u guys not that training's gonna stop for a mth!sob sob!!

to shihui~hey!hope u recover soon!then we can go back to training hard during the hols!study hard k!

to ahma~ hey ahma!long time nvr see u alr lah!im gonna miss laughing at u and ur high socks during training.continue working hard and nr give up k!we're alws be behind you!

to grannie~ hello grannie!forever asking me wat time i start or end class.STALKING ME RITE!HAHA!!joking lah!enjoy ur blog and i hope its alrite for u..jus that ure really very blind lah!i had to figure everything out myself lah..anw,dun bother abt that person,and dun lt her affect ur mood.looking forward to intensive trainings!see ya ard grannie!

2008-08-04T00:12:00.002+08:00

heres some pics we took..

thats jingyi!haha!!

ok,we were gg crazy in subway!
haha!

What a way to end a disastrous week

2008-08-03T18:13:00.004+08:00

im feeling really shit right now..
pesta 2nd rd today..
didnt play well at all..
i seriously feel like killing myself for playing like shit..
wasnt even up to my standard..
worst than last saturday's games combined.
although coach said that there it was the fininishing.
and there was only so much the defense could do..
i still think i could hav played better..
and really we hav to play slowly and not rush wen we were leading.
wth lah..
the whole week was freaking bad..
my mood's getting frm bad to worst alr..
haix.
so aft the games..
went to kallang leisure park with jacq and jingyi..
ate at subway where jacq continued her story of her
horrible behaviour in secondary sch..
TSK TSK!!naughty girl!!haha..
then walked ard..
went to sport link..
and we all saw this team bag frm adidas which
we wanna get soon..
though it costs like $55..
damn,where am i gonna get the money frm..

so went back hm..
and i didnt even slp..
im so freaking tired but i had to help my mum
with my siblings rm
the whole time,my eyes were really closing.
but i forced them open..
guess i was tired cos i dint really sleep well last nite..
and i serioulsy need to catch up with my beauty sleep..

so aft that went to leisure park again but this time with my family..
wanted to go hm aft dinner by myself while they went to my grandfathers hs
but i ended up going along with them
we decided to check out the sing fest
and u noe wat!!
we managed to catch the pussy cat dolls performing!
yea!
there was this part where ppl with no tickets were watching the performances so
we all wen tther..
haha..
it was all worth it..

other than that..
im still feeling down..
haiz

2008-08-03T04:22:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!
look at the damn time.
gotta wake up at 7am for pesta
and yet i cant slp!
slept at 12am jus now.
cos had to help my mum with my siblings rm..
so i jus woke up and cant seem to get back to slp..
i think cos i cant stop thinkin abt later..
damn nervous..
hoping everything will be alrite.
all the way NYP netball!!
will update abt where i went yesterday after pesta..

2008-08-02T15:45:00.003+08:00

ok!!
im getting even more pressurized already.
everyone's expecting me to play well tml..
im so scared..
i need confidence...
i must keep telling myself mind over body if i feel pain tml.
cos i think by end of the games, my hand will jus break lah.
knowing how hard everyone's passes are.
im praying so hard i'll play well tml..
dun wanna let the team and myself down.

I Need SLEEP!!!

2008-08-01T15:49:00.002+08:00

ARRRGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant believe i screwed both my presentations today!!
*SOB SOB* to the power of 100!!
first was econs and that one didnt turn up at all!WTH lah!
can purposely switch off his hp!fuck lah!
i dun think he even did anything for the ppt or the report..
so i got confused with my part cos last min put in skit.
then i actually repeated my self twice on the same graph..
i feel like such a stupid idiot now..
haiz..
so i atualy stayed up till 3am and had to get up at 5am cos my grp
wanted to meet at 7.
but as u noe,im alws late so i ended up waking at 5.30am!
OMG!!i only had 2 and a half hrs of slp!!

and then like i needed more things to spoil my mood.
i jus had to screw my oral comm speech too..
stupid city chain company!!so little info to tok abt and i had to make up
some stuff esp during the Q&A session!
DAMN LAH!

im planning to go jogging now actually since its afternoon
with the bright sun.
so i can like get used to it in time for pesta on sunday morning.
i really need to build up my stamina and also be able to stay on court
for the 2halves during the games..
thats why playing GD is so freaking tiring..
i dunno how those playing center can tahan lah!
but anw,im so tired now i dunno how to go jogging..
maybe another hr or so.
im looking forward to this sunday.
but at the same time im scared and nervous as well..
wat if i cant keep up with the rest again..
i really dun wanna give up.
but wat if my thumb really hurts again??
haix...
i need some enlightenment!!

so on wed nite..
grannie asked me to do a blog for her.
woah!!she very troublesome lah.
damn blind also!hah!
stayed up till 4 to do the whole thing so that she could post smth
on her blog.
and mind u,i had to get up at 8 the nxt day which was yest.
cos lecture starts at 10 10am..
so of course i ended waking up late for lecture,
so went to north canteen to do my work there.
was bored during tutorials so decided to go read blogs..
haha!grannie has so many tags lah!
the netballers are so excited abt her having a blog.
wait till they find out i've been doin everything!
haha!.
so aft tutorial,
i forced grannie to take train with me home!
haha!!ok ok!
i noe its ex lah!
but im sure she enjoyed tokin to me!
haha,got to noe lots more stuff..
which will also not be mentioned here!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehe..

ok,one last proj to be done by wed..
sharepoint..
haix..
somebody save me frm my misery!!!!
im gonna die soon..
and luckily i didnt slp walk in sch today!
haha!

2008-07-31T00:17:00.002+08:00

todays training must be one of my worst so far.
dunno what the hell was wrong with me..
my defending was like shit for some reason..
i couldnt catch up with the shooters..
cant even catch a ball frm the throw in..
and im freakin pissed that im so tired and hav to keep up with the pain
frm my 2 thumb.
yes the other side also kena today
during team ball drills..
why cant u all not whack the ball..
and now im thinkin..wasts the point
of me playing so hard wen i dun even think i'll
make it to the team..
they'll be better defenders than me by then..
so wats the point..
feel like im abt to give up soon.
haiz..

2008-07-29T15:33:00.004+08:00

ok jus got back frm sch..

im so freaking tired i dunno how im gonna start all my work

haix..

lets see..

yesterday woke up at 7.30 and headed to geylang polyclinic

to see doctor abt my thumb.

waited for like so long jus to register my name!

tsk tsk!

anw,here's the funny part,wen i was takin the x-ray,

the doctor was like..

"WOAH!!you going to the beach later is it??!!"

OMG!!!i was like carrying a netball lah!!

does it look like i play volleyball!!

damn stupid!

told the netballers and they all laughed!!

so anyway,my hand is bandaged for the time being.

and im actually not suppose to play till the pain goes off completely.

doctor says i can only do runs but cant use the ball.

BUT!!!

i dun care..

last wk of training so im still gonna train and play!!

HEHE!!

so headed to sch aft that,

was damn early lah..

met jacq and we decided to go the the library in sch which i haven been

to so yest was my first time.

haha!

then she bought like 2 hotdogs!

PIG lah!and i did a bit of stats.

then felt so tired.

tried to slp but that dumb ass had to keep shaking the table so

i didnt slp in the end.

went down to the stadium for training afterwards.

training was freaking tiring.

coach keep making us do that stupid swing thing until my thighs are

so overly stretched..

and its a bit aching now..

arrg!!

then all i had to do was jus stand there while the shooters try to

put up shots.

and the whole time i preventing myself frm using my left hand.

then did half court for like so long lah!!

i was really dying.

so tired and in pain..

perspiring like hell then my shirt and my hair was damn wet lah..

oh oh!!coach was giving us feedback abt pesta.

we were all listening then afterwards one by one we kept lookin up at the

sky cos the sunset was so cool.

thats wen we took PICTURES!!

yea!!oh!

found out that pesta will be on sunday morning!!

oh gosh!!i need my beauty sleep!!

thats the seniors thinking of commiting suicide!haha!

jacq and i!

i love the sunset!let me remind everyone!i was the

one who said we shud take picture!haha!

our first try of the jump shot..which we obviously didnt get

it right

and thats our third try which is so much better!!

im loving nyp netball!!((:

2008-07-28T04:39:00.005+08:00

great,im officially sick..

AGAIN!!

i feel so weak..

my body's all aching,my thumb doesnt look like

like its gonna heal soon,my back is still killing me.

haix..why is it that wen i play netball i have to suffer.
why cant i play without all this stupid injuries.

then i'll be able to play so much better..

dunno why i suddenly jus woke up frm my slp..

think cos i cant breathe properly..

yes, i hav flu alr..

im hoping all this will go away by sat

so i can play much better for pesta rd 2.

its really impt that i try to keep up with the seniors.

cos they play damn fast lah...

anw,its the first time i actually feel really happy playing with a team.

i guess cos i noe everyone's a really good player..

so we dun need to depend on one player to win a game.

like sec sch..felt that the players were not commited and

always so playful,,

so as long as we all word hard im sure we can play well..

im looking forward to intensive training during the holidays.

that means spending more time with the netballers!

yea!cant believe i actually look forward to intensive trainings..

HAHA!!

now im hoping my freaking left hand will be better by sat..

it really hurts like crazy..

oh yea,i rem..

went to cafe cartel that day for supper.

and my dad had to spread butter on the bread for me while my mum

had to actually cut the fish for me..

and during pesta,jingyi had to tie my shoelace for me!
haha!thanx girl!!!

u still owe me my $2 ice cream though!!!HAHA!

alrite then..theres training later..

gonna hav so much fun..

but gonna wake up at 7.30 to go see the doc..

i got this feeling my hand will need to be bandaged..

and i dun care if doc says no playing..

cos its gonna be the last wk of trainin

and i wan to play on sat!!

so i dun care!!

haha

anw,here's the pics!!

oh my!!i didnt take any pics with my ahma!!

NVM!!!

NXT WK!!!THEY'LL BE MORE!!!

haha!

daphne,jac,jingyi and me!!!

helllo!!!haha!thats me upside down!!hehe!

i think this pic is really nice..jus that SOMEONE so itchy fingers

must go pull me hair!!!TSK TSK!!*SOB SOB* to the power of 100!!!

haha!!

2008-07-27T10:08:00.003+08:00

ok, i didnt blog abt last thursday selections..
was quite pissed cos the coach split the grp into
juniors and seniors during ball drills.
she can be damn annoying lah!
oh it was raining non-stop the whole day
so we had to train inside that day.
in the end only 3 juniors got selected
and thankfully i was one of them.
oh oh!
and ahma helped to tie my fringe up!
then the whole team was laughing at me lah!
and audrey the captain keeps calling me tarzan alr!!
cos of that game!

thats me with my ahma!haha!

and thats me with ashlee the noisy one!haha!

so pesta sukan 1st round was yesterday at kallang.
and im glad i got to play with the team and prove that i can play well
though i still need time to improve in passes and having patience.
haha!we lost the last game at the end but we stilll got to the
nxt rd which is nxt sat.
im actually very disappointed we lost and partly due to my
fault cos of my stupid freaking hand!
ARRG!!!!!!
i played well the first few games but didnt play well for the last one..
haiz..
the previous game i intercepted some pass frm the opponents and then
the impact on my left thumb was damn hard so it became damn pain now.
and coach had to tape it for me but it still hurts wen i play.
and the last game i was so tired,in total pain that i gave away so many balls
cos i jus couldnt catch properly.
couldnt intercept properly too.
dunno why its like i jus gave up that game..
haiz..i feel so sad alr..
and today my thumb is still really bad.
theres blue black and the bone is really pain
so im gonna go see the doctor tmr
and hopefully get an x-ray..
im praying its nthing bad.
i seriously hav a phobia of seeing doctors cos
of sports injuries.
cos that time wen it was my ankle, i had to stopped playing netball for
1 whole mth!
and wat if hav to bandage the hand..
how the hell am i gonna play nxt wk..
or even train..
i think i'll jus cry on mon during training lah.

anyway,aft netball went to macs to eat for a while.
then went to the flyer to meet my family.
they had some F1 cars display over there.
aft that went to cafe cartel for supper.
and i had ice cream with brownie..
it was really alot..
then went hm aft that..
i'll upload all the pics wen i get them..

2008-07-22T18:47:00.002+08:00

alrite, i shall start blogging abt netball!!
haha!training with jacq,shihui,jingyi,dayana and puehleng(aka. AH MA)
is super funny!!
i think we're really noisy during training..
hehe!!
lets see...
last wednesday training..
was late..hehe.
and i had to do warm up all by myself!
then kena picked by audrey for the rest of the training!!
like for not wearing a better socks..(not ankle ones)
and to go get the balls and all!!
sob sob!!!haha!!
then we played this scissors paper stone game
but we changed it to the jane,gorilla tarzan game
so we had to do the ridiculous actions lah!!
it was damn funny.
and the first rd my team almost won so many times..
but we lost then the second rd i startin cheating by distracting the other team
and getting in their way all the time!!
haha!!training was fun..
oh oh!!!
bitching sessions with the seniors are so fun!!!
haha!!

monday training..
lets see.
oh,i seriously hate wats gg on now in the team!!
ITS UNFAIR!!!
YES!!!UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
suddenly appear...
wat the hell!!
i intend to find out why this is happening..
pesta selections change to thursday instead..
and we're all(juniors) already convinced that
its either we dun get selected or at least become bench warmers..
haiz..
and sue actually said to be positive..
how to???
with wats gg on.
how can they jus bring in players like that??
anyway,i still love playing with the juniors.
so lets all train hard k!!
u too ah ma!!
HAHA!!
OMG!!!her socks are so high lah!!
and we all were disturbing her during training!
haha!ahma going for her daliy brisk walk!!
haha!!

2008-07-18T23:17:00.001+08:00

hmm,thinkin of it jus spoils my mood..
stupid thing..
dunno why it affects me like that..
you wont understand i guess.
feel like gg offline alr..
or mayb i'll go slp then..
since no one will understand..

2008-07-13T20:56:00.002+08:00

i dunno,i think its over.
dun even wanna tok to that person.
wth lah.
i really hate u!
yes i do.
sorry sorry sorry..
alws the same thing..
jus get away.
i'll be much happier.
u spoilt everything.
i've got nothing else to say to u.
dun come to me anymore.

2008-07-11T23:51:00.003+08:00

im starting to feel like i dun bother or even care abt anyone alr
alrite,except for my family and my new team mates in nyp.
the more i care the more hurting it is.
its like i dun wanna all of it anymore.
im sick of arguing with my parents jus to go out..
i hardly enjoy myself anymore.
i jus dun wan to care anymore.......
imagine having to go thru all these for the rest of my life.
gosh,it'll be disaster.
i jus dunno wat to say these days.
i dun think i need it anymore..
hmm,mayb jus leave it as it is,
and one day it'll happen....
im sure it will.

2008-07-10T13:38:00.011+08:00

I suddenly remembered abt that time durin my term break wen my family and i went to the Singapore Flyer during the june holidays.and i actually forgot to blog abt it.So since my mum sent me all the photos,i shall post them up.ok, at least a few frm the 400 which we got!frm 3 different cameras!haha!

here they are!!

thats me and my dad!

me with my mum and the three annoyin ones!
haha!

thats me and my grandmother!

my mum kept saying dun move so she can take a picture of me..
tsk tsk!

family photo!!

BYE!!!

here's where we ate for lunch!
thanx to sharon(my sis godmother)

Fish and Chips for me!!!

dunno wat its called but there was lots of cheese in it!

here's rainer being such a pig!

brownie with ice cream!!yummy!!

we went into the build a bear shop!i want one!!

*HINT HINT!!*

wat an ungalm photo of my mum!!haha!

all thanx to my bother rainer trying to take a picture for us!
haha!

cant wait to go back again!!

2008-07-08T14:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday had school!
and i dun get it why poly's dun have holidays yest
since its Youth Day!!
like hello!!
im still a youth!
and why is it that JC students dun hav sch but we do!
Its UNFAIR!!!!UNFAIR i say!!

Anyway still had fun yesteday.(:
at least something went rite.
training was super tiring.
ran outside school.
then did the 4 corners run thingy.
i couldnt even breathe properly.
i didnt even have time to catch my breath.
cos jus wen i finished,its my turn again.
tsk tsk!
then aft that we did square.
and basic passes b4 we played
this game where we had to past the ball among our team mates
while the other team tries to intercept the ball.
it was so hilarious cos my team had to tuck in and we all look
damn toot.esp shuyi and the seniors.
haha.kept laughin so much during the game.
then we all layed a proper netball game.
thats wen i twisted my ankle.
YES!again..
wat happened was that,i was tryin to go for the ball near the side line.
so i stopped to take,
but then shi hui also ran for it.and she tripped over my leg,
then our legs got tangled up and i twisted my ankle.
so yea.
everyone was sayin that my reaction was so funny.
and the juniors tot i hurt my back.
haha!and i was hitting the ground and everything.
cos i really hate the pain esp the first few minutes.
no words to describe it.
i've been twisting my ankle for more than 10 times and yet i still cant take the pain.
any,aft a while it was alrite.
and i can walk quite nomally though its a bit swollen now.
oh wells..

oh oh!!
i cant believe we all hav wear skirt for netball competitions!!
they're ordering the jerseys
im look so weird lah!
oh gosh!

2008-06-29T14:54:00.001+08:00

somehow it feels like its over and

theres nothing else we can do abt it...

haix

2008-06-27T09:22:00.002+08:00

in sch now jus finished econs..
lesson ended early cos out tutor couldnt give back our ca paper
cos of some student who's doing the paper this afternoon!!
I WANT MY PAPER BACK!!
i hope im not one of the 4 failures in the class!!

anw, the past few days has been..
no comments....
i dun wanna say anything abt it.

so now i've got lots coming up.
lets see..

-oral comm ica2
-pom presentation
-stats ica2

im gonna die soon...
tsk tsk

2008-06-19T22:26:00.001+08:00

hehe!i love this!!

although the picture is kinda blur.

haha.

thank you!!!

2008-06-18T20:58:00.003+08:00

My weekends were very boring and..

sad..

i dun even have a word to describe how it was..

so yea.

but im glad that its finally over so im much better now.

on monday,went back to sch for training.

omg!only 4 juniors and 2 seniors were training.

only did throws using the medicine ball

and basic passes and that all!

then we were told we could go off!

and i was like..

WHAT!?

so fast lah!

so me,shihui,jingyi and diana went to ang mo kio hub for dinner.

they made me walk like EVERYWHERE b4 we finally sat down to eat!
tsk tsk!

i was starving lah!

then after that went home..

tuesday which was yesterday..

plan was to go to the beach with grace.

but we ended up going to parkway instead cos we didnt have time.
so yup.
ate at kfc.we both shared cheese fries!!!

YUMMY!!

then walked ard fox and all..

then we decided to go play at the arcade!

had so so much fun!

oh oh!!

i beat the high score for the basketball game!

and grace got a strike at bowling!

haha! so cute lah!

we played daytona racing too.

of course i came in 1st!!

hehe!

but it was really fun through out!

then i exchanged the points we got for this kind of rubber duck clips!

looks damn cute..

hehe!

2008-06-07T12:28:00.002+08:00

The wait was finally over yesterday..
its the start of term break and....
i wont say..hehe
((:

Today,dunno wats wrong with my stomach..
i woke up like 4 times in the middle of the night..
jus to go the the toilet..
wanted to call someone but change my mind
cos didnt want to wake her up..
now looking after my siblings..
no comments....
anw,im waiting for an sms..
i want time to past faster today!!
PLS!!!another half an hr to go..
haiz...

2008-06-04T09:32:00.002+08:00

i cant wait for friday!!!
WHY??
cos its final the start of term break!!!
haha!and something too..
hehe..
having web tech class now..
learning abt html!
which i think its quite cool cos i can learn how to edit stuff on blogger!
yup..

2 more days...

2008-06-03T12:45:00.001+08:00

Im gonna have econs test in 15mins time.
studied yet i still feel so scared..
i really hope i can understand wat the questions asks for..

oh well,hope i can do well..

3 more days....

2008-05-29T12:16:00.003+08:00

hmmm,i was jus looking at the pictures and i realise the picture quality is really very bad!!
i shall go let my mum know abt it.
jus had stats lecture in the morning..
POM tutorial is cancelled.
which means i have 3 hrs break till accounts tutorial starts
OMG!!i have to wait for so long lah..
maybe i'll do some work..
must be hardworking..
though i doubt i am..
oh well...

2008-05-28T20:48:00.005+08:00

Alrite so i should recall on wat i did for the past few days..

Sunday

My dad brought my whole family tog with my grandparents

to Marymount Hotel at Clark quay for a buffet!!

the food was YUMMY!!

my siblings and i were going up and down for the desserts!!

haha!let the pictures do the talking!

had so much fun though i had to study for accounts for the nxt day!!

hehe!

Monday

had stats and accounts tests!

ARRG!!

it think i screwed both papers!!

had training sch training and wonderful me ate tomyam noodle

45mins before training started!

haha!

and we had to do our usual sprints somemore!

had stitch thruout the run..

i love sch training cos everyone's so funny!

haha!

Tuesday

last minute studying as usual..

i nvr seem to be able to study early..

hehe!

Today

had principles of management test..

i guess it was alrite so i hope i'll do well..

*fingers crossed*

finished ard 1.30pm so i went back hm..

blah blah blah...nothing much

so now im blogging but something's missing..

2008-05-22T01:44:00.006+08:00

Alrite,so here are the pictures taken from our presentation last friday(:

oh,btw,some of the girls say i really look like a teacher!!haha!!

2008-05-19T18:37:00.003+08:00

Leona Lewis-Better In Time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didnt know where to turn to
See somehow I cant forget you
After all that we've been through

go in, come in
thought i heard a knock
who's there? no one
thinking that i deserved it
now i realize that i really didnt know
you didnt notice, you mean everything
quickly im learning, to love again all i know is,
imma be ok

thought i couldnt live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
eventhough i really love you
im gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time

how could i turn on the tv
without something there to remind me
was it all that easy
to just put aside your feelings

if im dreaming
dont wanna let, hurt my feelings

but thats the path, i believe in
and i know that, time will heal it
you didnt notice, you mean everything
quickly im learning, to love again
all i know is, imma be ok

thought i couldnt live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
eventhough i really love you
im gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time

since theres no more you and me
its time i let you go so i can be free
and live my life how it should be
no matter how hard it is ill be fine without you
yes i will

thought i couldnt live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time eventhough
i really love you
im gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time